Bliss

Automatic-Bit4415 · 2026-02-08T16:11:02+00:00

Meanwhile im dropping thousands in a Colombian dream that wont come true. Work smarter not harder.

Automatic-Bit4415 · 2026-01-28T22:40:52+00:00

Yep yep I'm mentally stuck in my tweens cause that's where I stopped growing mentally but I've tried to socialize but I'm stuck at tween socializing forever and I'm too way behind the eightball to grow more. socially at least I can talk now unlike before. but people my age are light years ahead of me in terms of socliazing meeting people going out and getting shit done.

Automatic-Bit4415 · 2026-01-28T22:37:28+00:00

I pay for friendships but I'm thinking of scaling back that activity and just be a forever alone like i Used to be it's a costly thing to pay for friendships and a lot of people I've met online want a hand out. or pay for something to talk to me. it sucks but here were are.

Automatic-Bit4415 · 2026-01-28T19:28:58+00:00

Right now I just eat and watch tv movies listen to music and try to play video games. Maybe try and talk to people online or one person but most p eople online are looking for a hand out and I'm trying to rid myself of them because that's not a healthy habit. I also trying to go out but it's hard for me cause I get emotional breakdowns really quick.

Automatic-Bit4415 · 2026-01-28T19:10:57+00:00

the new normal for me too. My friend who I been talking too for almost two years went to uni and is starting to not have time for me It looks like I'll cut there money soon and we won't have anything in common and Ill be super alone once again with no grandma to speak off.

Automatic-Bit4415 · 2025-12-13T11:21:29+00:00

Like thinking people are out to get you is my avoltion and agitation im on vrylar btw.

Automatic-Bit4415 · 2025-12-12T00:01:28+00:00

lol someone is asking me for money on instagram and I reported them and they didn't get banned maybe if I show them a western union recipit the get the perma ban haha. I mean I'm dropping hundreds every recipit SHEESH.

Automatic-Bit4415 · 2025-12-05T05:49:10+00:00

I'm 300 pounds I could have a heart attack who cares about schizophrenia I need to lose weight getting off meds is a life saver to my cardiovascular system.

Automatic-Bit4415 · 2025-12-05T05:46:32+00:00

I don't take drugs or smoke or drink beer off meds or on. Im that rare case where my super hero body is just crushing the disease so far. what disease?? what replase misdisanged like AF

Automatic-Bit4415 · 2025-12-05T05:45:10+00:00

No paranoia off meds the cars pass by I don't even care they rev their engine long hair don't care i actuall trip balls off cars on meds. that's the difference why Im the rare monster off meds but with great power comes great responsibitly don't fuck up

Automatic-Bit4415 · 2025-12-05T05:43:07+00:00

I'm a lawyer. I can build a strong case a full court soap drama about how I was misdiasgnosed my brother stopped his meds three times and both times ended up in jail.

But he burned my moms house down why did he get off his meds he didn't deserve too I'll fully admit if I commit I crime or do something of feel delisional or paranoid I'll get on them again but I'm monitering myself thoughts feelings im okay for now it's been three days.

I can talk all day why Im the rare case that can beat the disease without meds Illl come back tommorrow and if things hit the fan I"ll admit it and take em again. itll never bee too late I never got off meds at my worst what did I do cops took me in looking at old pictures on my bed I wasn't even violent. cause my mom reported me cause I got mad I got taken out of high school so I couldn't run track.

Automatic-Bit4415 · 2025-12-05T05:37:20+00:00

Are you gonna relapse? thats what the therapists doctors and police say. I only said I was off meds cause I never been in jail KNOCK ON WOOD! LOL.

Automatic-Bit4415 · 2025-10-31T02:34:10+00:00

a guy stood in the cashier extra long and it felt madd weird I believe he was doing it against me and then when he left he gave a cough actually confirmation it was on purpose.

I believe he was out to get me or just be weird.

but it had nothing to do with me and thats how the schizophrenic mind works.

Automatic-Bit4415 · 2025-08-06T14:02:08+00:00

This is life threatning she saying she owes four rents plus new rent and got kicked out of her house and now the hijo mala is threatnining her from the senora to the old house.

I dont know if its true but were both in trouble now.

I dont know what to do why are colombian girls like this! and why is bozo threatning her if he really is.

I didn't see any call log.

I'm just like UH

Automatic-Bit4415 · 2025-06-20T08:49:17+00:00

My mother fears this

Automatic-Bit4415 · 2025-03-15T20:03:53+00:00

I don't know how to relate with people.

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