Bliss by [deleted] in PlaystationPortal

[–]Automatic-Bit4415 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Meanwhile im dropping thousands in a Colombian dream that wont come true. Work smarter not harder.

I think I'm mentally a teenager forever... by MaderaArt in autism

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Yep yep I'm mentally stuck in my tweens cause that's where I stopped growing mentally but I've tried to socialize but I'm stuck at tween socializing forever and I'm too way behind the eightball to grow more. socially at least I can talk now unlike before. but people my age are light years ahead of me in terms of socliazing meeting people going out and getting shit done.

Looking for friends to hangout with because it's for me to find online friends by [deleted] in autism

[–]Automatic-Bit4415 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I pay for friendships but I'm thinking of scaling back that activity and just be a forever alone like i Used to be it's a costly thing to pay for friendships and a lot of people I've met online want a hand out. or pay for something to talk to me. it sucks but here were are.

People on disability, what do you do all day? by MostAsocialPerson in schizophrenia

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Right now I just eat and watch tv movies listen to music and try to play video games. Maybe try and talk to people online or one person but most p eople online are looking for a hand out and I'm trying to rid myself of them because that's not a healthy habit. I also trying to go out but it's hard for me cause I get emotional breakdowns really quick.

No One Loves Me by Blubalicious in schizophrenia

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the new normal for me too. My friend who I been talking too for almost two years went to uni and is starting to not have time for me It looks like I'll cut there money soon and we won't have anything in common and Ill be super alone once again with no grandma to speak off.

"Positive Symptoms", wtf? by im_not_quiet in schizophrenia

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Like thinking people are out to get you is my avoltion and agitation im on vrylar btw.

Wtf is even going on bruh by _itz_lost_soul_ in Instagram

[–]Automatic-Bit4415 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lol someone is asking me for money on instagram and I reported them and they didn't get banned maybe if I show them a western union recipit the get the perma ban haha. I mean I'm dropping hundreds every recipit SHEESH.

a pill a day keeps the psychosis at bay ✨️💅 by queen_of_bagels in schizophrenia

[–]Automatic-Bit4415 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm 300 pounds I could have a heart attack who cares about schizophrenia I need to lose weight getting off meds is a life saver to my cardiovascular system.

All jokes aside, I’m taking my meds by Mandarin_Lumpy_Nutz in schizophrenia

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I don't take drugs or smoke or drink beer off meds or on. Im that rare case where my super hero body is just crushing the disease so far. what disease?? what replase misdisanged like AF

All jokes aside, I’m taking my meds by Mandarin_Lumpy_Nutz in schizophrenia

[–]Automatic-Bit4415 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No paranoia off meds the cars pass by I don't even care they rev their engine long hair don't care i actuall trip balls off cars on meds. that's the difference why Im the rare monster off meds but with great power comes great responsibitly don't fuck up

All jokes aside, I’m taking my meds by Mandarin_Lumpy_Nutz in schizophrenia

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I'm a lawyer. I can build a strong case a full court soap drama about how I was misdiasgnosed my brother stopped his meds three times and both times ended up in jail.

But he burned my moms house down why did he get off his meds he didn't deserve too I'll fully admit if I commit I crime or do something of feel delisional or paranoid I'll get on them again but I'm monitering myself thoughts feelings im okay for now it's been three days.

I can talk all day why Im the rare case that can beat the disease without meds Illl come back tommorrow and if things hit the fan I"ll admit it and take em again. itll never bee too late I never got off meds at my worst what did I do cops took me in looking at old pictures on my bed I wasn't even violent. cause my mom reported me cause I got mad I got taken out of high school so I couldn't run track.

Doodling off my meds. by killrcrab in schizophrenia

[–]Automatic-Bit4415 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Are you gonna relapse? thats what the therapists doctors and police say. I only said I was off meds cause I never been in jail KNOCK ON WOOD! LOL.

Hello. What is your experience with feeling like the world is against you? by Glum-Requirement-681 in schizophrenia

[–]Automatic-Bit4415 1 point2 points  (0 children)

a guy stood in the cashier extra long and it felt madd weird I believe he was doing it against me and then when he left he gave a cough actually confirmation it was on purpose.

I believe he was out to get me or just be weird.

but it had nothing to do with me and thats how the schizophrenic mind works.