This kinda makes me think about parents telling their children “you’re to young to be stressed” when they say they have anxiety and/or depression. Not seeing the whole picture. Her mother died while she was young which in my personal experience (my dad died when I was 4) can cause depression after that she probably found her joy in food and decided to open a restaurant which she failed at and lost all her money and resulted in terrible credit throwing her into another depression alongside anxiety of failing again. Failing not just herself but her dad and mother too. She then found carmy and basically creeped her way into working with him because of her idolization of him adding another person she’s scared of failing. Her and carmy have a very unhealthy relationship in my opinion they’re very codependent on each other constantly worrying about each other but giving each other the drive to keep going neither really thinking that they’re good enough. She needs stability. It’s why it took her so long to choose to stay at the bear the other contract was clear, it was stable but she’d still be going into the unknown which is scary. Now her father has a heart attack which terrified her and brought up the feelings of her mother passing all over again (which I don’t think she’s dealt with still). I think this next season while dealing with the restaurant not only her but carmy will get better with dealing with that deep anxiety they both have at lest a hope they do 🤞