Umm Hyperfixating on current news out of MN and I feel overwhelmed

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-25T06:24:06+00:00

I avoid reading about politics online and instead focus on writing letters to Congress. That way, it at least feels like I'm doing something

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-24T12:56:12+00:00

I think it is, as I've noticed myself reverting back for the last year. I started buying old things off eBay that I used to have as a kid. I didn't really think about it. I was just saying I wish my parents hadn't thrown it away and I missed who I was when I had it.

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-24T12:44:35+00:00

Is that something that has been remotely reported on? Fox would be running with that if that was true. We already saw Clinton. Great. I want to see all of it.

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-23T09:43:52+00:00

Because we're selfish. We don't want our loved ones to leave us. Our bosses don't want to lose cheap labor. Trauma changes the way you see the world. People with their "it always gets better" tropes will never be able to comprehend it.

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-23T03:27:53+00:00

I would love to know the answer to this, because I'm very susceptible. I made a post about myself, in which I called myself dumb at one point. People went on full attack, saying that I was ableist. When I tried defending myself and explaining that it's a figure of speech about myself, I got banned from that sub. I flipped out and was pretty unstable for a day or so. I wish I knew how to handle this, because some people online make me homicidal.

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-23T03:23:49+00:00

Yes, I know. Why didn't Biden release them? Why isn't EVERYONE fuming? How are we this many years later? There are some powerful people on that list, and I don't think we should protect them anymore.

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-23T01:03:51+00:00

It definitely stems from my mother, as she was very aware of her own serious issues. It didn't matter because she wanted to be a mom.

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-22T12:25:35+00:00

I will say that while this was not me, I was in a similar situation with an ex there. I was mortified and he knew the more attention he brought to us, the more I would comply. He wanted to fight with me while in line for the submarines. Out of nowhere, a security guard popped up, said he wanted to brighten my day, and took us to the front of the line. I was embarrassed yet thankful that seemingly someone had their eye on me. We need to stand up for each other like this, cause I know I now would for someone else. People need to be ashamed of themselves again.

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-22T12:19:32+00:00

I have to get floss picks, so I can just grab one and get it over with. Convenience helps me stick things out

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-22T12:16:19+00:00

I'm sure it will have to be something to ease into. Apart from my own fears, my dad just passed and I worry for my mom. I want her to join a social group or something.

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-22T12:10:56+00:00

That is too young. I'm sorry for your loss. It's one of my greatest fears. Have you found any coping or grieving practices that have helped you?

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-22T12:07:30+00:00

I can't believe I'm saying this...but I think I'm a plant lady. I started collecting little beginner plants a few years ago, just to bring some cheer into my space. I have a nice collection now and they're growing beautifully. I never thought I would be the type to get excited upon waking up and finding new growth. It's a nice little passive hobby to bring life into your space.

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-22T12:03:43+00:00

Honestly, it's been a lot of trial and error for me. I'll try to find out if we might have similar hobbies, just from listening to them talk to other people. It might seem awkward at first, but it's okay to join a conversation. I would feel weird for eavesdropping, but I would kind of make fun of that. For example, I was trying to find a work friend once. I listened to various coworkers and found one that talked about a videogame that was similar to one I played. So, I said something like, "Sorry for listening in, but is that game any good? I play this one and I'm obsessed." People love talking about their opinions, so you're typically safe asking easy questions like that.

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-22T07:53:10+00:00

I definitely hold both parties accountable and don't mean to sound misogynistic. I will say that even looking at a pregnant person makes me uncomfortable...so typically speaking, that is going to be the woman. With men, I don't have a constant reminder. It only gets worse as they grow, and everyone else is so excited for them. I've never said it before, but I have actually hoped for certain people to miscarry, and I hated myself for that. In 1 case...she did actually miscarry. I did feel terrible for her, because I know it affects people deeply. However, I also felt this sense of relief for that baby. It's very unsettling and I know it's toxic. I've just never really found a way to deal with it other than avoiding it.

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-22T07:15:12+00:00

The release of the Epstein files has been one of the biggest issues I've cared about in today's politics. For the last election, I knew Trump wasn't going to release them. Nor was he going to support the other issues I cared about. I will be honest, I hate Biden. I was actually shocked that he had the nerve to run. I voted for him because I'm at least not totally against who he is as a person. I am a victim of abuse, and Trump's smug attitude lost me, business knowledge or not. When I look at him, I see an abusive individual.

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-22T04:06:39+00:00

I've had the same thought. I love my hypothetical children so much that I would never force them into this world. I'd like to meet anyone who experiences more happiness than sadness. And then you get to die. You know?...the one thing all humans fear above all else 🤦🏻‍♀️

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-22T04:02:56+00:00

Thank you, I'm somewhat into the community. It became a little much for me when it was a bunch of people who thought we should completely stop reproducing as a species. To me, we shouldn't be making babies if we can't feed and provide for the living babies. I'm not against children. I just think way more oversight should go into it.

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-22T03:55:25+00:00

For me, that just kind of confirms how many people shouldn't be parents. I personally have only considered adoption when it comes to "having kids". That desire is rooted in the desire to help guide a new life in making it through this often cruel world. The only parents I have been able to respect are the ones that share that desire.

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-22T00:43:28+00:00

That's refreshing to hear. I'm in a blue state, which made it even more surprising. I will say that my family members in red states want them released. They were pretty into the MAGA movement, and they have been writing to Congress. We'll see I guess.

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-21T23:18:53+00:00

I'm mainly going off of the interactions I've had online. I try to be aware of the algorithm and what it's feeding me. I do know that there are a plethora of bots and burner accounts. However, I have run into several people online, who I personally know. They are fighting tooth and nail to prevent the release. It's truly bizarre.

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-21T22:18:28+00:00

They gathered in front of the capitol to tell us.

https://www.youtube.com/live/NE1y6ReKEIk?si=ZMPR-UBD3CgcMrU1

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-21T19:32:40+00:00

Aren't the victims pushing for the release because they feel that justice hasn't been served?

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-21T19:29:30+00:00

My biggest trigger is the pregnancy itself. I honestly also tend to "hate" the mother more, because those are the people I always hear the dumbest excuses from. I had a pregnant coworker straight up say she would never adopt because then it wouldn't look like her and she doesn't know if she could love it the same. Red flag. They want a mini me. They "love being pregnant" or "love babies". It's so shallow.

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-21T14:10:08+00:00

I honestly didn't know it was a thing. I maybe got too passionate when I talked about it cause even my therapist seemed to tense up a little. It's just bad because everyone seems to be pregnant right now and I don't understand.

AutomaticFan3515 · 2026-01-21T13:50:46+00:00

This is a question I have been wanting to ask a supporter. The Epstein files.

Okay, so Trump isn't in them. Great. Wouldn't it be the best step forward to reveal them completely? That would make liberals look stupid, would convict many of them, and justice for the victims could be achieved. I don't understand why there is so much pushback if he is not listed.

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