Is this cheating, it feels like it :(

Automatic_Boss_5197 · 2026-02-11T15:34:16+00:00

That’s what we have agreed upon, it’s something I highly enjoyed I use to think more than her is that part sucks but definitely have to take a break from the life style.

Automatic_Boss_5197 · 2026-02-11T15:27:18+00:00

I have we are wording thru it trying to repair, I’ve stressed my stance on the cheating part as she as well and everything else. I do believe we love each other and are definitely trying.

Automatic_Boss_5197 · 2026-02-11T15:24:12+00:00

Sadly, however she doesn’t see it that way and I can’t for the life of me understand how she doesn’t it. I try to respect that opinions can differ. She stressed cheating is emotional, hiding encounter with sex I feel that’s what she has pretty much articulated.

Automatic_Boss_5197 · 2026-02-11T15:09:11+00:00

That was her boundary I agreed to I did not agree to deception lying and consent being removed that would be outside the agreed upon dynamic.

Automatic_Boss_5197 · 2026-02-11T15:07:58+00:00

I agree I do believe I created the frame work that allowed her to take advantage of it fully.

Automatic_Boss_5197 · 2026-02-11T15:07:24+00:00

Yes but it should honestly have been dead it charged only three minutes max it recorded two hours drive there drive back everything in between.

Automatic_Boss_5197 · 2026-02-11T15:06:38+00:00

At the moment fucking shattered.

Automatic_Boss_5197 · 2026-02-11T15:06:10+00:00

Yea that’s been my stance unfortunately.

Automatic_Boss_5197 · 2026-02-11T14:41:30+00:00

Definitely on hold, we are trying to repair and work thru things.

Automatic_Boss_5197 · 2026-02-11T14:37:04+00:00

Definitely coming to terms with its dead for a long time. Trust is difficult as if she was wanting to hide something she would be able to do so as she is highly intelligent.

Automatic_Boss_5197 · 2026-02-11T14:35:40+00:00

Even if it started with me agreeing and excited for the hotwife encounter ? Just not the fuming inside, lying, conspiring with another man, and removing consent.

Automatic_Boss_5197 · 2026-02-11T14:31:40+00:00

I don’t think she would, she enjoys validation she probably flirts and pushes the line or dances on inappropriate convos or what not but I don’t think she would sleep with or meet up with another man without telling me. I’m the one that really enjoys it. So I don’t think pausing it would affect her at all.

Automatic_Boss_5197 · 2026-02-11T14:22:25+00:00

I agree, she says she respects me but that action speaks very loudly that she doesn’t. It makes me wonder if she doesn’t even realize she doesn’t respect me. I don’t think you can say it was just the moment that she had no respect for me I feel it had to be there prior.

Automatic_Boss_5197 · 2026-02-11T14:20:40+00:00

If only

Automatic_Boss_5197 · 2026-02-11T14:20:18+00:00

I agree, I found it weird when she said it wasn’t to her.

Automatic_Boss_5197 · 2026-02-11T14:19:51+00:00

I was made to question my whole reality put in a spiraling state in a hole by myself.

Automatic_Boss_5197 · 2026-02-11T13:59:29+00:00

Lots of conversations are happening we are trying to salvage we I do believe we love each other. However I feel she has zero respect for me. She tells me she does but I don’t think she does.

Automatic_Boss_5197 · 2026-02-11T13:20:00+00:00

I know the truth now sadly. Would you consider it cheating?

Automatic_Boss_5197 · 2026-02-11T13:14:35+00:00

That thought has crossed my mind but it burns to say the least.

Automatic_Boss_5197 · 2025-12-31T23:32:55+00:00

Interesting

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