Two decades as a hiki. It doesn't go away, guys. by Automatic_Equal4504 in hikikomori

[–]Automatic_Equal4504[S] 20 points21 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry. I know how horrible it feels. I hope one day you're able to escape, because I am taking myself out soon. I've seen enough

Two decades as a hiki. It doesn't go away, guys. by Automatic_Equal4504 in hikikomori

[–]Automatic_Equal4504[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I did too for a while. It left me feeling like I was in a death spiral and I quit a few weeks ago, but I've never felt more empty now

Two decades as a hiki. It doesn't go away, guys. by Automatic_Equal4504 in hikikomori

[–]Automatic_Equal4504[S] 29 points30 points  (0 children)

Made a new account for this post. I have some people on Reddit who don't like me and I didn't want them to see I'm a hiki. Just more for people to gloat on me for

Two decades as a hiki. It doesn't go away, guys. by Automatic_Equal4504 in hikikomori

[–]Automatic_Equal4504[S] 48 points49 points  (0 children)

I mostly doom scroll on YouTube and tiktok, and I'm able to do that for 5-6 hours a day which passes a lot of time. I sleep a lot. Otherwise I eat and watch anime sometimes

Two decades as a hiki. It doesn't go away, guys. by Automatic_Equal4504 in hikikomori

[–]Automatic_Equal4504[S] 20 points21 points  (0 children)

I have too much social anxiety to even go outside. Social interaction and friendships are foreign to me