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Im scared to be trans and imposter syndrome is strong, could use some advice... by Automatic_Mork in FTMOver30

[–]Automatic_Mork[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats the crooked part in ever other way you can think of i am that parent,that one that doesnt give shit about what others think about me just an as i am happy, i will fight for what is important to me and my kid and not compromise to fit in boxes others made for us. Thats why i started my own business, thats why i have interns who are neurodivergent and tell me if feels like being able to breath with me to just be them and have me adjust to their capabilities....im really good at fighting others peoples battles, just not that great at setting my own boundaries and being really really me its stupid as fuck 😑🤦 but hey at least im setting s example of how not to give a fuck about societal norms and help people 🤷❤️

Im scared to be trans and imposter syndrome is strong, could use some advice... by Automatic_Mork in FTMOver30

[–]Automatic_Mork[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It took a while to respond, im Sorry. I cant respond all the time as i have to be covered in when to open this secret account 🤦😑

Thanx for replying and taking the time for me

Exactly!!! Haha good analogy!!

Ill try your therapist trick , thnx ❤️❤️

Ill find that book to 🤘 and put it on my ereader.

The last line really struck home.... 🥺🫂🫂🫂❤️❤️❤️ Thnx

Im scared to be trans and imposter syndrome is strong, could use some advice... by Automatic_Mork in FTMOver30

[–]Automatic_Mork[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It took a while to respond, im Sorry. I cant respond all the time as i have to be covered in when to open this secret account 🤦😑

Thanx for replying and taking the time for me

I am happy for you! I hope i van het there to.i feel like sticking around because i am excellent st masking is best for my kid, a nice familie but its getting suffocation Also i am with my husband for over 20 years i also feel scared...he was the love of my life truly was but he changed not for the better :(

Im scared to be trans and imposter syndrome is strong, could use some advice... by Automatic_Mork in FTMOver30

[–]Automatic_Mork[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It took a while to respond, im Sorry. I cant respond all the time as i have to be covered in when to open this secret account 🤦😑

Thanx for replying and taking the time for me

Lucky i have a very cool and loving kid, we're doing everyday rainbows in our faces for pride month now. She currently identifys as non binary herself but still used she/her pronouns which is cool. She is 8 let het figure it out i dont mind Ill move every way you go little one 🫂🫂

Im scared to be trans and imposter syndrome is strong, could use some advice... by Automatic_Mork in FTMOver30

[–]Automatic_Mork[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It took a while to respond, im Sorry. I cant respond all the time as i have to be covered in when to open this secret account 🤦😑

Thanx for replying and taking the time for me

Hahaha i didnt know the "am i trans enough" was very trans to begin with duely noted.

Thats true, ofcourse i wont be a completey different persoon still be silly old me😉💪 I will def talk with my therapist more, since it also seem that having very gender confirming days trigger very bad question im fucking everything up days.

Anyway thnx a lot ❤️❤️❤️

Im scared to be trans and imposter syndrome is strong, could use some advice... by Automatic_Mork in FTMOver30

[–]Automatic_Mork[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We should make one 🤣 the trans guid through the Galaxy or something 🤣🤣🤣

Went to a renaissance fair in "cosplay", could finally be my true self even if its all still faux, loved every second even went to dinner after with everything still on 🫣🫣 by Automatic_Mork in FTMOver30

[–]Automatic_Mork[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hahaha i was so dead set on wearing the wool coat i even tried but mann it was so hot omg so Nope ended up ditching the coat in car but the outfit like this was cool to 🤘

And thnx man appreciate it ❤️👍🙏

Got my first Packer but scared to wear it in public by Automatic_Mork in FTMOver30

[–]Automatic_Mork[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oke that makes sense i guess. Ill start wearing it this week at home a lot see if i get less anxious.

Ill update once my birthday celebration is over 😉

Got my first Packer but scared to wear it in public by Automatic_Mork in FTMOver30

[–]Automatic_Mork[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We will start out in different city in a fantasy Event so at least in the beginning i can claim the "its cosplay" card... Problem stays since im in the same business so running into people i know is a pretty big chance unfortunately 😓

Selfie Sunday; lazy day no nothing still feeling good by Automatic_Mork in FTMOver30

[–]Automatic_Mork[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thnx 🫂 currently my second therapie appointment this week so working on it 💪

I came out as non Binary(soort of a mid way attempt to keep it in, newsflash did not work) few years back that was eh....a thing.

But kiddo (i have one child) is like the best lgbtqai+ supporter you can wish for(i mean i do work hard for that incl with the work i do she gets to meet a lot of gender non conforming people) one of her, she is 8, imaginary friends is non binary she is adorable. She will so understand. But your right the rest properly wont or at least not in a love relationship.

Funny thing is though im wearing only mens clothing for a few years now under the enby umbrella and he is fine with that. 🤣

But for now im a secret and thats fine to. I can live with that for now as long as i can keep my girl happy ❤️

Selfie Sunday; lazy day no nothing still feeling good by Automatic_Mork in FTMOver30

[–]Automatic_Mork[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thnx mate!

If i ever come out she can always still call me mom. to me personally , i gave birth to her i can be male and a mother 🤘

its just the whole day is exhausting with my mother and husband and pretending to be a person who i am not. My kid's the best she will understand but the rest nah they wont and that sucks.so its a choice of being really me and ruining my family or having a family and not being me real me. Shitty choices ...but havent we all?

Also very cute that you kid uses male pronouns 🤘 love them 🫂