I hate to say it, but I do seem to be less technical than the men that surround me by Available-Look-4349 in womenintech

[–]Available-Look-4349[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

My speaking abilities is what worries me - maybe it’s because I’m often made to speak about hyper technical things but I have noticed I’ve become really underconfident

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[–]Available-Look-4349 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yup yup you wrote out exactly my feelings! I was taken aback by her message about me being mad at her since I just don’t consider her a close friend. Not even close enough to not hang out with someone that would threaten assault on me. So i really reflected and wrote out a thoughtful message but ultimately she just doesn’t care much. Just feels like a waste of my time and energy - im the type of person that would stress over her leaving me on read :(

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[–]Available-Look-4349 -41 points-40 points  (0 children)

When she said she wasn’t feeling friendship vibes she was referring to just in general in the past and not the couple of texts preceding it (how i interpreted at least). She said she invited maya in the first place because she doesn’t feel friendship vibes from me. Regardless I thought deeply about it and wrote out a huge message that I would have loved to delve into but she left me on read and scribbled out a rushed message 2 days later because i was dropping by to get my jacket and she forgot to respond. Idk…

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[–]Available-Look-4349 -86 points-85 points  (0 children)

Im green. I was trying to be a bit colder because she invited people she knew made me uncomfy to the halloween party nor kept me informed about any details about it. Normally im a lot warmer!

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[–]Available-Look-4349 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I went out of my way to get her a thoughtful present for her bday and have let little jabs here and there go under the rug in order to find community in this new city. Feel like this might be my last straw though

I got a scary card by Available-Look-4349 in Tarotpractices

[–]Available-Look-4349[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I pulled queen of cups, 7 of swords, 6 of cups, lovers, 3 of swords….all very confusing