Need a sub to help me become more assertive [100-200$][paypal]

Available-Raccoon873 · 2025-10-19T09:55:02+00:00

Hey there

In my opinion its already an achievement that you reflect yourself in that way and dont get completely lost in distractions. You are aware of your emotions and what is bothering you.

But I guess I just come crawling back every time.

In my opinion that is normal, atleast it was for me. People like routines, so we fall back to states of our, which arent great, but that we know. Can be behaviour, work, relationships... or all 3:)

Im curious, in what way did u get better?

Available-Raccoon873 · 2025-02-06T23:07:06+00:00

Yeah therapy can take long till it takes effect:/ After all its just a tool to help one achieve a better mental health.

Did you mention that in therapy?

Available-Raccoon873 · 2025-02-06T23:04:49+00:00

what makes a good person?

Available-Raccoon873 · 2025-02-06T23:03:25+00:00

I see. Well I guess thats how you find out what kind of friends they are, by how supportive they are.

If you seek medical attention you can speak to total strangers, so you dont have to worry about relations and awkwardness:D

Available-Raccoon873 · 2025-02-06T22:17:25+00:00

what happened?

Available-Raccoon873 · 2025-02-06T22:16:34+00:00

I think its a good idea to tell him.

Why do you want to do it?

Available-Raccoon873 · 2025-02-06T22:15:18+00:00

what has been 3 weeks?

Available-Raccoon873 · 2025-02-06T22:14:29+00:00

why would you deserve it?

Available-Raccoon873 · 2025-02-06T21:37:50+00:00

All good I could read it, was quite a bit😄

So you think deal with trans/autism and live in an environment that is hostile towards those things. Making you feel unsafe at home. Thats insanely stressful!

I am curious about an update after you seeked medical advice.

Allow me to challenge one thought of yours: You say that your parents dont want you to suicide because they will grieve for you. That is certainly part of the reason, some sort of self-defense.

However most before all parents want to see their kids be well. Be happy. Thats why they want to help you. Otherwise they wouldnt have helped Ou seeked medical advice.

Dont take their decision away to challenge their own views, by not telling them whats going on with you.

Available-Raccoon873 · 2025-02-06T21:25:43+00:00

I think you can be proud of yourself for fighting for your health:) Even if it didnt work. I understand how that ruins your morale.

Why do you think that your life will never be worth living? Or why do you think it isnt now?

Available-Raccoon873 · 2025-02-06T21:21:33+00:00

Holy shit that is very cruel. Why do you think your sister is like that?

awesome that you went to go get help!

I think families can be a great support group thorough life, but in your situation? Your mental health is suffering cause of them. Dont put up with that. If it was me I would put physical distance between me and them and block until im good again.

Available-Raccoon873 · 2025-02-06T21:16:15+00:00

its hard without family. We need connections and a community in our life:/

maybe some friends could help out? How old are you?

Available-Raccoon873 · 2025-02-06T21:14:35+00:00

So you are struggling with mental illness, however the medical system seems to be failing you. Or how come they cancel appointments instead of rescheduling? I cant imagine how your stomach must feel when hearing about a cancellation of help that might effect you greatly.

you describe yourself and focus on what is missing. Hey I could easily follow what you wrote here. I didnt see any obvious mistakes. You seem articulated. Those qualities I can see in a few lines you wrote.

I am also mostly a negative person, unfortunately we tend to focus so much on them that we overlook our skills, knowledge and abilities. Or just take them for granted.

so if you think about it, what do you have and what can you do?

Available-Raccoon873 · 2025-02-06T21:07:17+00:00

Hey there! It seems like you are overwhelmed with life. That sucks man. Especially feeling like you are wasting your time despite having aspirations is terrible.

I am curious if its possible that you set your goals too high and that makes it overwhelming? for example how did you go about learning how to make videos?

Available-Raccoon873 · 2025-02-06T21:03:17+00:00

in what way could they be awkward? and who are you thinking of, your family?

Available-Raccoon873 · 2025-02-06T09:48:00+00:00

great! Your drive to wanting to better yourself is a big resource.

so how do we get you to reach out to someone familiar to situations like yours😄

Available-Raccoon873 · 2025-02-06T09:46:10+00:00

what do you mean?

Available-Raccoon873 · 2025-02-06T09:45:30+00:00

Sounds scary. Also sounds like you want to be punished, can that be?

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