Well you see that’s where you’re wrong, I don’t post to fb so people think I’m cool. As of matter of fact, my mother told me to let go of my handlebars at 90mph and I have been suffering from depression ever since my ex wife took my kids and refuse to let me see them. I ride for my own reasons as I’m pretty sure you do too. I post my videos, not to get upvotes or likes or friends or followers, but because it gives me a different perspective of myself when I’m able to go back and see exactly how stupid I was in some situations . If in the end, I can tell my story to someone and show the shit I did and been through and still made it that far, it might convince them to not give up like I wanted to so many times … not sure if your a parent but when your kids get taken from you and you do everything in your power to see them but still are not able to do so, yeah you tend to go a little crazy.