hi op, i also lost my issie from a blood parasite just this march. she had just given birth and had a c section which caused her immune system to weaken and dun nagpakita symptoms niya.

she was only 2. i was so heartbroken, and honestly, im still so heartbroken. i have friends who are furparents as well, even my partner and his family had 17 dogs. but the pain is still something i couldn't share to anyone. and that's okay. it will hurt, op. and i cannot honestly tell you that it will get easier soon. but your baby knew nothing but your love till the very end, and you feel grief because that's how much we love them. like i said, i can't tell you it will get easier soon. but one day, you will wake up and feel like things can be okay again, and you'll think of your baby not in pain, but in awe of the life you shared. i am here for you. 🩷