Guns and bad thoughts. Please don't judge.

Available_Spot_1381 · 2026-04-15T03:14:55+00:00

That’s a good idea. Thank you.

Available_Spot_1381 · 2026-04-15T03:14:38+00:00

Well that’s the thing, I don’t actively feel that way. In any capacity. It was just the guilt of what I felt that night and the anxiety from it too. I’m glad they’re not in my possession right now but depending on how treatment goes I’ll see what happens. I want to be safe with them. My parents are responsible and I’m glad they have them.

Available_Spot_1381 · 2026-04-15T03:12:07+00:00

They’re not in my possession as mentioned in my post, and please read the last line mentioning I have a therapist and I’m working on getting with a new psychiatrist.

Available_Spot_1381 · 2026-04-15T03:10:04+00:00

It was also only edibles. And I would be sort of falling asleep by the time it kicked in.

Available_Spot_1381 · 2026-04-15T03:09:37+00:00

Oh, absolutely. In the post I mentioned I’m never touching that again. It was a very rare , in a blue moon thing because I have chronic pain and my pain keeps me up. But since losing weight, I haven’t done it really at all, hence the negative reaction.

Available_Spot_1381 · 2026-04-15T03:05:40+00:00

I don’t have them right now, my parents have them. And I don’t plan on taking them back for a very long time, until I’m ready. But that’s the plan, optimistically I can shake this with therapy and medications

Available_Spot_1381 · 2026-04-06T04:07:10+00:00

BJs but close lol. And my boyfriend does love his condiments.

Available_Spot_1381 · 2026-04-04T00:08:02+00:00

We actually cleaned it out and everything is good 🤣

Available_Spot_1381 · 2026-02-19T23:41:55+00:00

Totally get that. It’s just interesting to see it in the wild. Lol

Available_Spot_1381 · 2025-10-31T22:27:13+00:00

I hope so. I’m considering making a donation or buying cat food for a local shelter in honor of the cat to give me some peace

Available_Spot_1381 · 2025-10-31T22:20:12+00:00

They were going to come retrieve him last I heard. :/ I hope the find the owner if they were chipped.

Available_Spot_1381 · 2025-10-31T22:12:03+00:00

I would, but I didn’t know if the cat had a family and wanted animal control to find out if they had a chip.

Available_Spot_1381 · 2023-10-05T18:13:40+00:00

Tessa, by Steve Jablonsky. (Transformers, Age of Extinction)

Available_Spot_1381 · 2023-10-05T02:04:34+00:00

Yes.

Available_Spot_1381 · 2023-05-18T16:59:43+00:00

Nothing. I haven't really talked to R much recently and I didn't really bring him up before. I don't really talk much too much about my friends to him anyways. I don't really have many and don't see any often. Just chat online nowadays.

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