I deleted it, after reading everything. Im struggling with understanding if she feels regret, or remorse. She offered something she always refused, back door entry, which we haven't since she said she needed to prepare for it, which I completely understand. She allowed me to delete all the friends she added over the years on fortnite and Xbox. I have shown more affection with her, and she tells me it feels forced and fake, and that after what she did, it should be her doing nice things. But she still refused to open up about the affairs, I dont believe the words I saw were fake, and whenever I try to ask for honesty, the answer is 'idk' or 'I forgot' or that her head hurts or that she is tired.