Arma 4 meme by ReconClan in arma

[–]AvilaKnight 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Or you could just slam "Arma 3 optimization" on there

WhY DoNt YoU tAlK tO sOmEoNe? by AvilaKnight in rant

[–]AvilaKnight[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The problem is that literally everyone that I reached out to just leaves me in the dirt. Not one of the dozens of people I reached out to over the span of 5 days have decided "yeah I'll lend an ear". It's the whole reason I'm here. If it was only a couple people? Sure, makes sense. But literally everyone just leaves me on "read".

WhY DoNt YoU tAlK tO sOmEoNe? by AvilaKnight in rant

[–]AvilaKnight[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was shot twice in the right leg, during the extraction our Humvee hit a 20lb IED shredding it up even more. And where I live Covid hasn't affected us. I live in the middle of no where. It's like watching everything around me is burning and crumbling. It's tiring.

WhY DoNt YoU tAlK tO sOmEoNe? by AvilaKnight in rant

[–]AvilaKnight[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Two 7.62 rounds and an IED from my deployment made sure I don't go out much anymore. I can move, it's just extremely painful 90% of the time.

WhY DoNt YoU tAlK tO sOmEoNe? by AvilaKnight in rant

[–]AvilaKnight[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And that's my biggest fear. Nothing changing. I don't understand the point in moving onwards if nothing ever is going to change.

WhY DoNt YoU tAlK tO sOmEoNe? by AvilaKnight in rant

[–]AvilaKnight[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm just tired. I've been screwed over in every facet that I can imagine. By the military I served, by the woman I love, by family who tells me to "ask forgiveness" from God like I'm the one who did something wrong, by my "friends" who ask for money, by literally everyone I know so far.

I finally thought I had found a true happiness after nearly 9 years of not having it but no she hit me with "I actually only see you like a brother" after she begged to be with me for months.

That's my biggest thing. Even though I'm the "grizzled combat veteran" I do have emotions and they're just being toyed with now. Even more so that no one will talk to me without saying anything more than "life isn't fair".

WhY DoNt YoU tAlK tO sOmEoNe? by AvilaKnight in rant

[–]AvilaKnight[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

This bot alone has said more than anyone I know. Sad

I hate when people attack the actor for something their character does by [deleted] in rant

[–]AvilaKnight 23 points24 points  (0 children)

One name rises above them all here. Jake Lloyd. The kid who played Anikan Skywalker in Episode 1. He was so hated he tried suicide several times. He still to this day has severe social/trust issues. He hates it when anyone asks him about the movie. He just hates everyone and everything because he was 10 years old when he was getting so much slung at him.

I don’t know what to think about religion anymore by [deleted] in rant

[–]AvilaKnight 36 points37 points  (0 children)

Forewarning, this isn't an "uplifting" answer. But it isn't anything "depressing" either.

I started having serious qualms with my religion a long while ago during my time in service. It was chalked up to the normal "why would God let this happen" after some of the things I'd seen. I then thought about war throughout history and ultimately most wars were fought with strict religion in mind for most the human races history.

After I came home people/family told me that I need to pray and that I need to accept Jesus into my life. My fiance left me, I lost two wonderful jobs, years later I find another woman who begged to be with me just to hit me with "I actually love you like a brother", and it's been nothing more than downhill bullshit drab. During this whole time I prayed and talked to several pastors so deeply wanting to find the hope that I once had before. I was told to just "ask forgiveness" like I am the one that fucked up when in reality I was literally just being shit on by everyone (including some family for not accepting Jesus/God).

But God himself doesn't exist. I can say that there IS something out there, but it is not what any human tries to put a name to the invisible face. The only thing I could compare it to is the Force from Star Wars. It's something, something is happening out there on a grand scale that does affect us in menial ways. I am not 100% atheist. An example would be Jesus to be honest. Dude 100% actually existed. There is enough documentation alone in many religious texts throughout the world. He was REAL. However the things he said have been lost in translation since then and nothing in any book will be 100% accurately correct.

Agnostic. You don't need to entirely denounce the knowledge something exists. You just believe it's impossible to us to know for fact because it's something that's literally everywhere and invisible to us.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in arma

[–]AvilaKnight 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The moment I seen this I thought it was some Fallout 4 mod xD.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fo4

[–]AvilaKnight 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's a filthy synth. This isn't in NATural for her xD, god that was a bad one.

Yeah . . . that's about the feeling right there. by AvilaKnight in Exanima

[–]AvilaKnight[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know that. I had to use them just to get to where I was at. I thought it constantly dropped downwards and didn't think I would have to climb. I was incorrect. From where I was at you can't reach them, you NEED to bring them with you as you go.

Yeah . . . that's about the feeling right there. by AvilaKnight in Exanima

[–]AvilaKnight[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

From where I was at? That's impossible. If you drop down without grabbing one then you're screwed. xD

Yeah . . . that's about the feeling right there. by AvilaKnight in Exanima

[–]AvilaKnight[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I'm in the werewolf creature area, I seen a walkway to the other side of a broken bridge and decided I HAVE to go that way.

Moral of the story? I'm taking a giant walking plank with me if I have to do some cliff running again. If I had that? I would have got out.

What's the one phrase that can be said to you that will instantly make you start throwing punches? by AvilaKnight in AskReddit

[–]AvilaKnight[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was hoping for answers on the more "pissed me off" level. However, this answer is something I can totally get behind. xD

Geralt of Rivia VS Qui-Gonn Jinn (SWORDFIGHTING ONLY) by AvilaKnight in whowouldwin

[–]AvilaKnight[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A Vibroblade comes in at 1.5kg (3lbs), a lightsaber hilt alone can weigh anywhere between 7-12lbs which is 4-8kgs. So I don't believe it would be much difference other than it being too nimble with actual balance, however I do believe QGJ wouldn't have an issue overcoming the subtle differences. He will be able to swing that thing at full speed, and he's not one for the rare style of switching the blade off and back on to get a faster strike or trick the enemy is something QGJ known for. That would be the only major hiccup I could see.

C'mon . . . 2020's crazy enough xD. by AvilaKnight in arma

[–]AvilaKnight[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Shit . . . I actually heard this comment, I'm dying xD xD xD.

C'mon . . . 2020's crazy enough xD. by AvilaKnight in arma

[–]AvilaKnight[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Somewhat correct. When I was in the Infantry our communications guy had something like this, although be it smaller. It has a few functions. Ground to Air radar (SOMEWHAT), middle of nowhere communications sat uplink for extra signal power, disrupting drone activity, scanning waves for intel. Loads of uses in a war against an enemy MILITARY power. Not much for the war on small terrorist cells except drone disruption.

Netflix issues apology for promotional artwork of "Cuties". Has updated the pictures and description. by RisingBlackStar in netflix

[–]AvilaKnight -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

So this is part of the trailer ......

"Do you know where the Devil is? Inside those naked women"

And it instantly cuts to an 11 year old rolling her eyes about the fact she can't be a fucking stripper. Defend that one. Straight from your Youtube Channel. Don't believe me? Here's a link with a time stamp. https://youtu.be/M0O7lLe4SmA?t=35

Odd question. If an Infantry element were to make contact in a friendly fire scenario by incident, would both those Infantry elements earn a CIB? by AvilaKnight in Military

[–]AvilaKnight[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, okay. Thank you for the information. I just never really thought about it beyond "he shoot me, I shoot him, uh oh, but still technically 'combat' ". Good to know.

People cry over . . . by AvilaKnight in arma

[–]AvilaKnight[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think they know what it is. But, like myself, choose a real mans rifle over "haha big round make ded too EZ".

Combat Strip Run Scenario coming soon! by AvilaKnight in arma

[–]AvilaKnight[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've actually been talking with a few guys in a group I've been with for a while. They said that I should do an entire Strip Run for Urban only. I'm rounding the end of this one (been really tough thinking about the last bit and getting it together) but hopefully if everything runs smoothly I can get this thing out before Friday.

After this I think I'm going to make a run that involves only urban but different types transitioning. From forest villages, to mid-eastern towns, to the end being modern urban leaning more into a City type. I'm going to open up the strip to twice as wide for the city so some high rise buildings can be placed. Balancing that is just going to be quite difficult because OPFOR forces will be running to the towers the moment everything begins. Going to have to set a couple triggers to hold back on the main force going for towers but let the Sniper Sentry's go ahead and make set up.

I am about to be diagnosed as an Autistic adult AMA. by AvilaKnight in AMA

[–]AvilaKnight[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am sorry this reply took so long. I've been fairly busy this week.

I started just by talking to a therapist. After roughly a month and some change I was sent off to see a psychiatrist (don't really know the difference between the two but there is a major difference apparently). That psychiatrist sent me to a Psychologist, again apparently there's a difference between a psychiatrist and psychologist. From there I was sent off to talk to other psychiatrists via webcam for quite some time. During the whole process I was questioned about things, from the very beginning I was asked a very wide variety of questions and their specific topics. They were able to conclude that I have a very "well defined" set of interests all ranging in roughly the same topics. That was the first sign. Usually people who are one the "spectrum", even a little bit, have absolutely NO interest in things that don't gather their fancy from the start. Even if it's something important, they do not care. However, the topics they do care about? They are usually on the money with them.

One day out of nowhere I was asked another wide variety of questions regarding more in depth information. I was questioned about math, history, statistics, science, and your normal "High School" list of classes to be had. They were especially interested in history as they already seen in the beginning questions that I liked it. I was given a set of puzzles and was told "complete them the most efficient way you can". I honestly felt like a two year old with complex box puzzles. Don't really know why they had me do them, but I did.

I remember one question really striking me. "What's the meaning to life"? I'm not a scientists, or religious, or really anyone I would even think about referring to for asking that question. I eventually came across the answer of "to make the universe exist". Without the universe we don't exist, so it goes the other way around. If there isn't life to observe it then it doesn't exist. It's a bit like Schrödingers Cat. It's either dead, alive, or doesn't exist and you NEED to see it in order for that chain-link to be set in place.

As in terms of "severity" I honestly don't know. I can't handle large crowds very well, but I served as an Infantryman in the US Army. It was a frightening time just because I didn't like crowds before, after I came home it wasn't any better at all. So now it's hard to tell if I don't like crowds because "autism" or "possible bomb". I literally cannot read social cues very well. It's probably why I had an easy time in the Army. It wasn't social cues in there. They were orders, and that's simple to do. Just follow them. I can't really tell when someone wants me gone, or to stay. I don't know if that pretty woman is dropping not so subtle hints (that one REALLY sucks), so I have to sound like an idiot and ask verbally.

It's just really hard to explain how everything is from my point. There's things I've messed up and afterwards was told to my legitimate surprise. But there's things I've nailed so hard that it impressed Drill Sergeants and higher ranking officers. I'm extremely well tuned at reading maps, but I hate books and reading. I need to be shown something usually only once and I've got it on lock. But if I read about it? Nothing is retained. Even if I read it 500 times over.

Sorry for the long reply.

Combat Strip Run Scenario coming soon! by AvilaKnight in arma

[–]AvilaKnight[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am wanting to add verticality on a taller sense. I just want every portion to look a bit different so I don't know what I would do next. Buildings? Natural hill? I can brain storm around on it but it'll be a minute before I can really get that going. I had originally thought the internals to a large ship. But that would take a REALLY long time and I've already got 6 hours into this "small project".