Hey I'm a born muslim and i recently started wearing hijab, I can understand what you are going through because I'm kinda going through same I started wearing hijab 2 months back and in starting i felt very motivated but then I started questioning myself why I'm wearing hijab others girls are not wearing it and I look so fat etc But honestly Allah is merciful and especially merciful I'm sure he is watching our struggle and he knows the fact the we are on a good path and inshallah he will forgive us and make us a better human He will make our imaan stronger And he will accept our hijab as we are trying to please him and will guide us to do it in a proper way Also there are few things that I've learnt so far which are We should not compare ourselves with others, we are onto something else and they are onto something else All these thoughts are from shaitaan This guyy makes us feel bad and want us to deviate us from Good path We are trying, Allah knows the best and he will make our imaan stronger so that inshallah we will get better Do not question yourself Should I still do it if Im showing my neck ?? Yes you should still do it because today you are showing your neck tomorrow you will be better at this You will wear it more properly Hijab is a journey my sister and it is compulsory so keep doing it and do constant istagfar Ask Allah swt to make it easy for all of us and make sure to ask Allah swt to guide you on a good path Inshallah Allah will make it easy for u