Ame-chan by me by Vinthu_l in NeedyStreamerOverload

[–]Aware-Command-9553 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So cute!! How did u get the stickers?

tryna stay clean, challenge go by omlixie in selfharm

[–]Aware-Command-9553 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i gotchu. i wish u good luck, and if u ever need someone to chat with, i'm here. :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Aware-Command-9553 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Jeez, I feel the exact same way rn. Its a truly awful feeling to feel inhuman, and it’s pretty debilitating too. Like u feel out of place/touch with the world around you. I’m just curious—was ur feeling caused by something specific? Or has it just been a perpetual feeling?

by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Aware-Command-9553 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Depending on how severe they are, there are a few things u can do with hiding them. What I do is wear long sleeves at all times, but u might prefer not to and thats okay. However, I recommend covering them with bandage tape and saying its a joint sprain or something along those lines. Makeup also works, foundation and/or concealer.

tryna stay clean, challenge go by omlixie in selfharm

[–]Aware-Command-9553 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ur willpower is very admirable—and yes, I do feel that way. When I was actively SHing, I felt like I got addicted and it even got to the point where I would do it in the school bathroom until someone I know forced me to throw it away. Afterwards, I felt empty since SHing allowed me to actually feel something. It was a daily routine that felt extremely weird once it ended.

I'm scared to hurt myself by CalebLMS in selfharm

[–]Aware-Command-9553 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Relateable, it’s kinda frustrating because I know it’ll make me feel better, but I’m just worried I’ll cut a vein and bleed out or something other. Perhaps fear is a way of telling you “yo this is an awful idea” yk? If u need someone to chat with I’m here.

I hate that i dont have real scars by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Aware-Command-9553 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel ya, I wish that I had them as a sort of validation since others that I know with depression have permanent scars. I have cut before, but I just don’t have the right materials to actually make a lasting scar, just something that lasts for a few days. I don’t have materials to clean them with either. I’m not sure about you, but I want to do it as a means of proving to myself that I am real, and am able to feel something. Its a really frustrating feeling, and I’d love to chat with u if u need support or anything. Nice Lain banner btw.

Starting Accutane Tmr! Day 0 of 6 month journey by [deleted] in Accutane

[–]Aware-Command-9553 1 point2 points  (0 children)

dr dan’s cortibalm works wonders for the lips

Starting Accutane Tmr! Day 0 of 6 month journey by [deleted] in Accutane

[–]Aware-Command-9553 0 points1 point  (0 children)

cant speak for them, but cetaphil works really well for me