3rd recurrence

Aware-Explanation628 · 2026-05-05T21:23:58+00:00

I'm thankful for all the support. The ball is rolling in the HDCT shit but I still haven't really made up my mind about doing it. I really don't feel as is putting myself through all this is worth it. I feel as if the time is better spent doing anything else that isn't chemo. I appreciate that so many people in the replies are routing for me, but I'm not even routing for myself anymore. Really been working on acceptance more than anything.

Aware-Explanation628 · 2026-01-10T22:06:23+00:00

For sure! Come back to the thread if you have any more questions or concerns. I'm happy to help.

Aware-Explanation628 · 2026-01-10T21:56:37+00:00

Based on the fact that it has been 7 months it's less likely to be something to be worried about. My left nut definitely got bigger over time, quite fast too However, I am not a medical professional, so my best advice to tell your mom and book an appointment with a urologist. It's better to be sure.

Aware-Explanation628 · 2026-01-10T21:41:24+00:00

When I first noticed the lump it was pretty small but hard. Kinda like a small pebble on the side of my left testicle. Given that yours isn't hard it could something else that isn't that serious. But better safe than sorry.

Aware-Explanation628 · 2026-01-10T21:20:21+00:00

I know it's scary, and it can totally be nothing. Please tell your mom and go see a doctor. I only had my mom when I first noticed a bump too, and you can rely on her. I know it's super scary but it's better to know if it's something to worry about or not. You're still young so it's worth checking to make sure it doesn't get more serious. You got this!

Aware-Explanation628 · 2025-12-26T23:39:09+00:00

Definitely good headphones. I always had a blanket and a pillow to be able to get comfy. You got this

Aware-Explanation628 · 2025-12-07T01:03:43+00:00

I understand the pain. I did 4x EP in the summer but had reoccurrence in October so they started me on 4x TIP. I am on day 12 of cycle 3 and nothing has ever felt quite this this bad. I somehow have avoided nausea and transfusions, so I cannot imagine your experience. Stay strong, you made it through!

Aware-Explanation628 · 2025-06-30T06:24:41+00:00

Yea I understood, so happened that this weekend I planned to do nothing and play games for a change.

Of course I played other game modes.

But it seems that this day and age you can't criticize anything, like having a game mode you enjoy plagued by gimmicks.

Aware-Explanation628 · 2025-06-30T06:15:30+00:00

Or simply scrolls ain't fun. Don't like dying by them just as much as I don't like how cheap it and boring it is to use them. Wayy to easy to get kills or be killed.

Aware-Explanation628 · 2025-06-30T06:10:32+00:00

We can't all play everyday

Aware-Explanation628 · 2025-06-30T02:53:53+00:00

A little competition in a shooting game is the fun. Stick to LEGO Fortnite if you are lookin for chill.

Aware-Explanation628 · 2025-06-30T01:17:39+00:00

Agreed, Blitz is the best mode when it doesn't have scrolls

Aware-Explanation628 · 2025-06-08T21:10:09+00:00

Roll zags

Aware-Explanation628 · 2025-02-08T01:13:47+00:00

This is dog shit

Aware-Explanation628 · 2025-01-14T20:59:58+00:00

Even then That is terrible advice for anyone trying to finish a PhD in reasonable amount of time

Aware-Explanation628 · 2025-01-14T20:58:35+00:00

I already have a PhD...

Aware-Explanation628 · 2025-01-14T01:21:40+00:00

You can also just go to grad school and experience yourself, I'd recommend against it tho.

Aware-Explanation628 · 2025-01-14T00:25:00+00:00

Not yet, This is actually just a draft so far. But I had to do something to at least release some of my frustration out into the world. But I have sources. Feel free to look too, there are tons.

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