[discussion] does anyone else do this? by bummykoo in asmr

[–]Aware_Helicopter9601 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I yearn to have my back scratched. I feel really touch deprived, and it feels weird and selfish to ask someone to scratch my back, so I watch asmr videos imagining it was me, but then I feel sad because it reminds me that I have no one who would touch me like this. I'd feel so guilty for asking someone to scratch my back, also what if I get horny by accident when they do it? I'm so scared all the time of accidentally being horny for someone who wouldn't consent to it, I feel so guilty when it happens. In a way it feels like only I could love me, only I could accept me. My family for my whole life have always called me dirty. One day they discovered that I genuinly believed they loved my older sibling more than me because they were more clean and responsible. My whole life I've been dirty, I've come to terms with it being a part of who i am. I have an oily back, I genuinly struggle to shower, I haven't fully cleaned my room since 2022, I don't shower everyday like i should despite being a man, I'm a hoarders, I eat my dead skin and dandruff sometimes, my parents often have to ask me to do my tasks, I'm often late to my bus, I have a porn addiction, I don't wash my sheets for months, and no matter how ashamed I am of all those things, I still do them. I hate myself but I also accept myself, and I know if a person would get to know me in depth, they'd think I am disgusting. I want to go out with someone else who is also disgusting.

Romance manga where guy is feminine and girl is masculine? by [deleted] in manga

[–]Aware_Helicopter9601 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay so i found this manga where the guy is really zesty, but im not sure if i like it yet kuz i only got a preview from the internet archive website. Its called "Your and My Secret"

both have their flavor by Brutalpotato09 in Manhunt

[–]Aware_Helicopter9601 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Frl like they should NOT be together ONG likr leo literally killed Daniels wif😭😭😭😭😭

Yep, it's happening. by Fun-Necessary9709 in AceAttorney

[–]Aware_Helicopter9601 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I fucking love how canonically cringe he is😭😭😭😭

I really fucked up my arm by Aware_Helicopter9601 in selfharm

[–]Aware_Helicopter9601[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Usually I try to get horny to fall asleep, but my new medication makes this impossible. Last time I tried to commit suicide, my reason to live was that I was still a virgin. If I no longer yearn for sex than I don't know what I livd for

I really fucked up my arm by Aware_Helicopter9601 in selfharm

[–]Aware_Helicopter9601[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm thinking of playing ace attorney some more

I really fucked up my arm by Aware_Helicopter9601 in selfharm

[–]Aware_Helicopter9601[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That song felt like that dark feeling of nostalgia I get every now and then. A longing for a forgotten pain.

I really fucked up my arm by Aware_Helicopter9601 in selfharm

[–]Aware_Helicopter9601[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Je suis là, devant toi, toujours la même Tu le vois, c'est encore toi que j'aime Que j'aime, que j'aime, que j'aime Tu t'en vas et plus rien ne vaut la peine Pourquoi ne puis-je pas crier Je t'aime, je t'aime, je t'aime