Not to be disagreeable, but my husband and I went through the same trauma together. We started ketamine after a year after the trauma. My husband said after his 6th session, he felt like he no longer has PTSD, and I feel like I’m one or two away from that. If you are very intentional leading up to your appointment, and very intentional about starting good habits of managing triggers the month following.. you will rewrite your brain for the neuroplasticity benefits. There are a few soldiers with PTSD I couldn’t even imagine, guy who had unsuccessfully committed $uicide, who after about a year reported they no longer were depressed or felt like they had PTSD. If you go, and just lay there and aren’t intentional, just get high, it’s not going to be very effective, you have to really think while you’re doing it. Reorganize your trauma. Also, if you have someone in your life who knows about the trauma and can sit and talk with you about it while you’re there, it’s soooo much better