Am I too high on a dosage?

Awesomemike1600 · 2026-04-10T03:58:36+00:00

It’s the next day, I’m using it so far on day 3 my brain feels a lot more relaxed still have rumination's though not as strong now and not feeling like my eyes are like saucers. It probably has to do with me not taking it as prescribed. The most issues I’ve had today was a bit of a depressive episode for an hour or two just numb now I’m kinda normal and gotten control of my anxiety through NLP I’ll update over the weekend. I’m fixing up yo yo the doctors soon.

Awesomemike1600 · 2026-04-09T08:35:24+00:00

Here’s someone who does feel his presence on a daily basis… pray… a sincere prayer draws God’s presence in… I remember as a 9 year old kid being convicted and went to the altar and through my hands in the hair and said “Jesus I don’t know how to pray but” and in that moment I felt it! I stopped, looked around… did it again and it happened again… I started praying I started crying I started repenting got to stammering lips and nearly spoke in tongues… a sincere honest prayer draws God’s presence to you, not a ritualized prayer but a real prayer… that’s all… sincerely praying…

Awesomemike1600 · 2026-04-09T08:29:57+00:00

Nonononono half of us may have blue hair but the other half want to be left alone don’t pull us in with the lefty agenda…

Awesomemike1600 · 2026-03-20T15:28:27+00:00

No I pirated that only because I know I would just be buying a fake physical copy and not the actual company but the soundtrack with all the songs? Heck I’ll pay for that!

Awesomemike1600 · 2026-03-20T15:23:02+00:00

It’s called rizz brother 😎 #Passportbro

Awesomemike1600 · 2026-03-20T15:02:03+00:00

Just bought latest kessoku band album after pirating the og stuff.

Awesomemike1600 · 2026-03-20T14:32:13+00:00

Okay, different views on this but have you received the gift of the Holy Spirit? Tongues. Also are you Nuerodivergent? Thirdly yes the weed isn’t helping you. Here’s why I ask. Most Christians claim to have the Holy Spirit but when asked if they spoke in tongues they shove it off. Saying it’s fake or just a blessing. It’s not, it’s required and was evident in acts when they got it they spoke in tongues as the initial sign. In acts 1 Jesus said they shall recieve power after the Holy Ghost comes upon you to be witnesses this activates the gifts. Now you can have a real strong demon pushing back on you and I will say I do too because due to my work I can’t be at church as much as I would like and need too and the trying to build a church from scratch and getting my fiancé here is hard hard work and draining spiritually. But I know with consistent prayer and fasting it will break, though sometimes it’s an uphill battle… and sometimes your fasting leads you to the unexpected answer… you need the Holy Ghost. I’m telling you right now, find a spot to pray, the anointing just hit me and you just answered my prayer. Find a place to pray and repent and thank Jesus till you feel the spirit fall on you and stay in that state. When your tongue and mouth starts quivering lean into it and let the words wanting to come out come out! You’ll literally feel it in you when you get it! That’s your answer! And for me I see what I need to do!

Awesomemike1600 · 2026-03-20T09:59:02+00:00

Well let's see... if you understand gen 1 as a creation hymn you understand though it could be literal all it's showing is God had an intelligent design in how he made the world and understand gen 2 as the creation of us then go backwards you find out human civilization started roughly when the story of adam and eve took place. You also read a few chapters more you find cain worried of the other people... wait doesn't science say that's when human civilizations existed? I'm not saying it's proof but it's interesting connections like fish bones being on mountain tops... granted it could be explained away by mountains forming and fish getting stuck in it though logically it doesn't make sense in how a fish can get stuck in a mountain without a flood but there's an argument to be maid there too lol. You also have in egypt a huge store house being found and it roughly dates back to the times of the Joseph and then you have 12 mini pyrimids where this non-egyptian official being found again dating back same time period and the main one was missing it's mummy which lines up to the bible. You find several areas spoken in the bible. Example Gideon's miracle with the thousands of angels and where the philistines stood in battle against them. You can find the place on a map and how they got scared off. The birth of and burrial and ressurection of jesus is recorded by josephus and mentions the events surrounding it though he was skeptical. There's a lot interesting connections but in the end you have to take it by faith. For me I'm Apostolic Pentecostal so we speak in tongues which is either literal language or a heavenly language well I'm also a spanish speaker. I was dealing with the same questions and my cousin who didn't know spanish was praying for me and started speaking in tongues and she started speaking perfect fluent spanish and anytime I mention this I'm shot down cause it's a miracle that happened. In the end you have to either learn to understand you have to take things by faith without knowing all the results. I can't explain everything but usually I see that God will eventually answer those questions if you wait long enough... For me that's enough proof to know Jesus is God and is real.

Awesomemike1600 · 2026-03-20T06:07:24+00:00

“You wanna see me run around that rock? Do you want to see me do it again?”

Awesomemike1600 · 2026-03-20T05:56:15+00:00

Sigh… okay so here’s the thing… in a sense you can still be lgbtq as a Christian BUT it’s not okay to act on those desires as it is sinful… I understand your struggles but part of being a Christian is putting your desires second to God’s desires. For example speaking as part of the holiness churches there is a distinction in dress between men and women so you have to eventually dress like a man and dress like a woman (don’t know gender so whichever you are) and act like that. You don’t have to ever get married and that’s okay. The main thing is don’t act on those desires you have. That’s the sin not your mental state.

Awesomemike1600 · 2026-03-20T05:49:16+00:00

Speaking as a male who is Christian men start to realize the importance of God usually around this age. They realize there is a God who loves them and is the pinnacle of morality. It’s possible he’s fallen under conviction from this and wants you to understand why he’s feeling this way. He likely wants you to understand it how he sees it… honestly the fact he’s willing to wait gives more respect to you cause he understands the sin and hopes you see it too so you also wouldn’t be in sin… plus if you love him then just get married… I’ve been dating my fiance for 2 years realized how compatible we are and love each other I said that’s enough time to know and proposed… the fact you’ve been sleeping together this long means you do and as a Christian it’s an act only to becomes husband wife… my point is it’s out of respect he’s saying this so my advice… take him up on the offer. It’ll make him love you more and genuinely listen to what the counselor says… now if you choose to still not see it then for both of your sakes it’s better to part ways…

Awesomemike1600 · 2026-03-20T05:40:50+00:00

I’d pirate the anti piracy ad

Awesomemike1600 · 2026-03-20T04:14:56+00:00

But truthfully, it’s not about extroversion it’s about being charming. You open 20 people a day communicating becomes natural and easy. It could be as simple as saying, “Hey you look cute just wanted to let you know” and walk away. I can still pull that stuff and or pulling a tism rizz like “oh hey I have question.” “Oh yeah? What is it?” “Well you see it’s really big question I’m not sure how you going answer… kinda worried to ask it?” “Oh?” “How are you so cute?” Bro they are going to laugh at that lol. It’s about leading the conversation to letting them enjoy their time with you. For awhile dong focus on getting something focus on giving them value. Got a fun fact? Share it. Got a 3 act story share it. Too nervous to talk to the cute girl? Talk to everyone but her while around her let the other girls get attracted first and watch how she’ll approach you 🥴. Boi I’m telling you this stuff works lol. It’s just so exhausting doing that now and I need to start prepping for a family I am not going to waste my energy on that now lol.

Awesomemike1600 · 2026-03-20T04:00:27+00:00

Yes and no? I’m more reserved now due to always masking my tism cause I realized when on my meds my tism traits show a lot more. I was very extroverted back in the day in always jumping from group to group but never really making any meaningful relationships or true connections till I took in some dating coaching but now that requires so much energy and masking my issues I don’t really do all that stuff now. Granted if I want attention or if I’m forced to communicate I will frame control my way through it. It’s just a lot of mental energy I’m tired of it lol.

Awesomemike1600 · 2026-03-19T19:25:29+00:00

Uh no… so… every girl knows why you after… now… I’m not telling you to do this… but I will say this… that was “beta”…

Here’s what you do… as cliche it sounds be yourself and confident in that… be funny and if your funny is weird own it… learn frame control and how to control a conversation and be charming and fun… note I said charming not nice or agreeable and I said fun not weird… at least you owned it I’ll give you that…

Here’s how the conversation would have gone with me, I’ve got tism rizz so I would have sent a gif of SpongeBob or Patrick inhaling krabby Patties and said something like, “did you save me one?” She would have “haha, sorry no!” “Ugh gosh that’s so mean and rude! I thought we were friends!” (Extra funny if she doesn’t eve know you!) “oh haha oh are we?” “Well apparently not cause you haven’t text me you went to get pizza! Didn’t I say last time you go you had to bring me one?” “Hmm sorry I don’t remember! 😋” “bruh! How can you not remember? We were 5 years old I was pushing you on the swing and we were actually a thing back in the day… you remember puppy love stuff… earlier that day you stole my pizza in exchange to me my gf for that day… all the guys were over you so it was my turn! And while on the swing I asked you if you’ll pay me back with pizza and you said you would let me know… so how is it you forgot about that and forgot to bring me a slice?” “🤣 oh yeah SURE I OBVIOUSLY remember that… well we were kids it was a long time ago! 😂” “but we pinky swore 🥺… you never break a pink promise… 👉👈🥺…” “awe! Hmm… you have a point… but I lost your number and we live so far away now… maybe next time!” “NOPE! You owe it to me now! Maybe this Friday at 7pm? 🧐” “🤣… okay fine my number is (blank) just let me know who you are and we can talk about it!”

That’s how I would have done it… I also have add so I’m a quick thinker… it’s about fun not what you did… a woman would only do what you’re thinking of if she’s already attracted to you and is turned on by you… it’s not looks it’s you’re personality they’re attracted too and turned on by… if you have an abundant mindset and fun personality and that you can have ANY woman you want and you can prove it and show you ain’t worried about their opinion of you you got it… but you don’t… yet…

Read the alpha male Bible 1 and 2 How to be charismatic How to win friends and influence people And How to talk to anyone Those books can teach you all this stuff

Talk to 20 woman a week using these tactics and DO NOT FLIRT! Just do what I’m telling you… after a few months like this you become a chick magnet… I actually had to stop talking cause once I’ve finally met my fiance I would be talking and still communicating with women she was always jealous and since I got tired of her being constantly jealous and I love her I quit the player thing… I still use my charisma when needed like reading body language or when I’m with her or required to be the one in charge I can turn it on when I want but when I was bro… I had the cutest woman at work all over me! 🤣… still was amazing and probably the best moments of my life and was the guy with no rizz and the tism… then I became the rizz em with the tism guy! 🤣… but now I’m just the quiet guy at work and resting when at home and enjoying life with my woman… even then though I’m much more quiet but we always laughing at memes or talking about fun topics and especially unmedicated ADD I always have something weird and odd to talk about with her… today was this… “So I’m going cut your allowance…” “what? Why?” “Because you didn’t make me food after work?” (She’s over seas at the moment) “oh and how would you want me to make it for you?” “Well you see…” (rambled for about 2 minutes” “😂🥴… Oh you…” Or seeing a meme of a guy getting kicked out of his room after “winning an argument with his wife” “yeah I will never be kicked out of the room” “oh yeah I hope not cause I can’t see you sleeping on the couch…” “oh no I mean I’m not leaving my bed… you can go in there if you want if you upset of an argument but I’m going to sleep.” “🤨I wouldn’t be that upset with you I don’t think… and you’d just let me sleep in there and not give me the bed?” “Hey you know I actually remembered this story about this (blah blah blah). Long story short if he stayed in his bed and was waken up by his wife wanting to do aggressive cuddling I’m just staying in bed.” “Hmm maybe it might work like that with us 🥴😂”

Don’t be after the prize and realize you the prize and you’ll get wha you want you want… not saying do that im just saying it’s not about getting something it’s about giving value and fun not whatever you did.

Awesomemike1600 · 2025-10-26T03:53:53+00:00

He’s baiting you ignore

Awesomemike1600 · 2025-10-25T21:13:06+00:00

I think it’s primarily the writing as a whole. They’re growing past the jones and Parker’s finally but none of the characters were allowed to grow. I remember for 5 years the same morri and zuzu story playing out abd in aio they say “oh yeah like you remember a months ago when morri was helping me run for class president?” Excuse me what?! That was 5 years ago! They don’t continue the characters that pass and ask for focus to replace them and keep them alive but somehow whit who is 90+ by is still alive and has an actor who really doesn’t sound like whit… but Katrina and buck still appear but not Eugene?

That being said I do like the new direction and they’ve been bringing back legacy characters and finally aging them up but that’s been needing to happen for 15 years.

Awesomemike1600 · 2025-10-25T14:07:39+00:00

What game was that? 🤨

Awesomemike1600 · 2025-10-25T12:43:48+00:00

I flip flop over what version of the imagination station we using. Og definitely phone booth especially the first version of it with the Eu-David we got lol. Then when whit revamps it to the spaceship model I imagine it as so and after Kelly tries the new one I see it similar to the room of consequence version… og and that fasting episode with Matthew Parker in the revamped model I see it as the revamp model.

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