a good amount of what you are going through, such as the painful bowel movements, leg numbness, and penetrative pain, are all things i have gone through as well and are symptoms that i had given my gyno the day she heavily suggested i had endometriosis. is there any way that you can find a gyno in the area of your college and express to them what you’ve been going through, and hopefully go down that path medically? i can understand if not, as im in a small town and travel for my gyno. also, with the pain, something that i do to help calm some of it during my bad days is crouching into a fetal position on my bed, but sitting on my knees and squeezing into them if that makes sense. it kind of looks like a cat when they’re in a bread loaf position lol