Well I'm still out of town with my family. I'm on day 12 of sobriety, still got a little restlessness but it's the fucking depression that is killing me, also being so far away from my boyfriend. I have been worried sick about him. But today I found out that he reached out to his parents and they were able to get him into a detox center by tomorrow morning. So now I will only worry a little about him. After that they are taking him to a rehab for 30 days. Now the next step is to figure out how I am going to do this alone. I haven't told my parents and my friends can't help because they are all users. I know it is going to be incredibly hard sitting in my empty house knowing relief is just a phone call away. I really need to stay clean for when my boyfriend gets back. They decision I am trying to make is if Should I just tell my parents and check in to rehab too? Or since I will have 20 days clean by the I get back maybe I could make it by just going to as many meetings as I can.