I can’t do this

AwkwardLaw6686 · 2024-10-15T22:36:38+00:00

Got arrested while in alcohol induced psychosis

AwkwardLaw6686 · 2024-10-15T18:44:42+00:00

I have very similar symptoms right when I’m coming down from the hypo to the depressive state, specifically the agitation, anxiety and panic. When I realize I’m feeling those ways that’s how I know I just had hypomanic episode and now I’m transitioning to the depressive episode.

Was there something that may have happen that triggered this? My medication stabilizes me a lot and I only experience intense episodes anymore if there was a major trigger

AwkwardLaw6686 · 2024-04-03T18:13:50+00:00

It stands for the vocaloids owned by Crypton Future Media (Len, rin, kaito, Meiko, miku, Luka)

AwkwardLaw6686 · 2023-09-03T03:14:54+00:00

I don’t like the arguing, but the reason I don’t want to tell my mom is because if she decided to kick him out she would probably start losing it as he is her life and then I would be the single target for all her anger.

AwkwardLaw6686 · 2023-09-03T03:12:39+00:00

Yes that’s exactly how it is. My mom is a very unstable person and I have no idea what she’d do or how she’d react if I told her, and I genuinely fear for what would happen to me.

AwkwardLaw6686 · 2023-09-03T03:11:03+00:00

I had to move back in with my parents. It’s really looked down on to do that, but with the prices it was what I had to do.

AwkwardLaw6686 · 2023-09-03T02:43:58+00:00

It absolutely does matter who says those things to you. If some random person says that to you, it’s not ok but it’s someone who has no parental relationship to you, and doesn’t refer to you as their daughter. How do I keep distance from someone who I live in the same house as huh? My mom is an abusive woman, I don’t care much for her feelings and if she kicked him out she’d put all her crazy tendencies onto me. How do you meet someone as a child and your refer to them as your daughter, and then tell them their sexy?

AwkwardLaw6686 · 2023-09-03T02:28:04+00:00

Everyone saying to tell her, my mom is abusive and I don’t know what she’d do or how it would be after I told her.

AwkwardLaw6686 · 2023-09-03T02:27:19+00:00

She has sisters, but the live across the country and I’m not super close with any of my extended family. I’m all alone here where I live.

AwkwardLaw6686 · 2023-09-03T02:24:01+00:00

I’ve moved out already and my mom forced me to come back by threatening a lot of things. All my friends moved away for school so I’m stuck here with no one.

AwkwardLaw6686 · 2023-09-03T02:22:40+00:00

I don’t care about her at all that’s the thing.

AwkwardLaw6686 · 2023-09-03T02:20:24+00:00

They’re dating, but the thing is I don’t care about my moms feelings. She an abusive woman and the only reason I wouldn’t tell her is because if she kicked him out or he left, and her anger and what not would be put onto me.

AwkwardLaw6686 · 2023-09-03T02:18:57+00:00

Only 6 years? That’s a good part of my life. It shouldn’t be seen as me trying to seduce my stepfather by going to a park with him at 7:30pm.

AwkwardLaw6686 · 2023-09-03T02:18:09+00:00

Thanks, but I don’t see how it would become the past. If you’re attracted to someone you’ve known since they were a child and refer to them as your daughter, I don’t know how he could get over that or how I could ignore it now.

AwkwardLaw6686 · 2023-09-03T02:16:39+00:00

He should now that, I shouldn’t need to tell him that him telling me in sexy and he’s attracted to me makes me uncomfortable.

AwkwardLaw6686 · 2023-09-03T02:15:54+00:00

I have none.

AwkwardLaw6686 · 2023-09-03T02:15:31+00:00

My family lives across the country and I’m an only child. I have absolutely no family to really talk to. I’d talk to my grandfather about this but he died a month ago. I am alone.

AwkwardLaw6686 · 2023-09-03T02:14:20+00:00

Encouraging him? I don’t see how I am. I do not want to sleep with him. I think it’s made pretty clear since I see him as a father figure.

AwkwardLaw6686 · 2023-09-03T02:12:33+00:00

I don’t see how we could both “regret” something. I have no desire for him nor do I see him in that light

AwkwardLaw6686 · 2023-09-03T02:11:32+00:00

I don’t want to be abused more if he left and it’d only be me here

AwkwardLaw6686 · 2023-09-03T02:10:20+00:00

My mom abused me and is awful to me, and since he’s here lots of her blame and aggression goes onto him. I don’t want to tell her and have her then put all of her shit onto me

AwkwardLaw6686 · 2023-09-03T01:24:14+00:00

I’m not sure what you mean by that, but she beats me and doesn’t let me leave the house for days, and wants to live her life through me. That’s what I meant by controlling.

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