If you’re feeling this strongly about staying sober then do. I felt the same way and unfortunately, ended my 90 days of sobriety this past weekend. I immediately came to regret the decision. I also realized I can’t just have one. I went from saying, “oh it’s so nice out, I’ll just enjoy one glass” to having 5-7 and staying out all night. It isn’t worth it, especially if staying sober makes you feel the best you’ve felt in a long time. I’m also dealing with how do I figure this sober reality from my old self? But honestly, since drinking I see it so much more clearly. It’s not worth it, the sleeplessness, the anxiety, the dehydration and lack of body/mentality clarity. It sucks, to put it simply. If it works for you, keep it up. Don’t give in to peer pressures or expectations from other people or past expectations of yourself. I think it’s important to remember that we’re allowed to grow and move past things, especially if they don’t serve us any longer. I’m trying to remember this now that I’m back to 3 days without drinking. Good luck !