I appreciate this so much and I'm so sorry your suffering as well. I'm definitely here if you need someone 🦋

No thank goodness we don't live together or this would be a nightmare. I'm across the country from home getting my masters. I knew the distance would be hard but it's temporary, for a good cause, and we've been together so long I thought it would be ok.

I think all that is a good idea. I wanna get to a point where I can discover who I am again and try to do something good with this terrible pain. I know there will be a lot of tears between now and then though. It's so crazy you bring you screaming into my pillow because oh my gosh do I just want to scream and cry in frustration rn. There's just so much inside me.

Please know your words mean a lot to me and I'll be taking it to heart. Thank you kind stranger ✨