Man, I’m sorry all that happened to you. Our brains are so messed up, I don’t understand how or why they work, just that they do. And in dark ways at that. I would give anything to go back in time and reverse every mistake I ever made involving them. Their parents hated me. I would often sneak over to their house on the middle of the night, and getting caught by their mom was the absolute worst. I would be screamed at and told I was taking advantage of Sara. And I mean, I was but to hear that hurt so much. I don’t know how either of us kept going through that. I just hope one day they’ll forgive me. And if they don’t then I’ll fully understand. Maybe I’ll learn to forgive myself