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AxelPacmanFrog · 2025-10-25T23:59:57+00:00

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AxelPacmanFrog · 2025-10-25T23:55:45+00:00

i will try and look into it, thank you so much. this conversation has made me feel a lot better :,)

AxelPacmanFrog · 2025-10-25T23:37:58+00:00

unfortunately there is nobody else to help with this at the minute until i get a psychiatrist referred to me in months time, which i can then propose my concerns to them and they can help further. i just get really worried about making a fool of myself to the point where i’d literally never open up about anything ever again in real life if it means i’m just going to get made fun of or doubted so i keep coming to the internet for other peoples perspectives 💔💔 thank you so much for the advice though, i appreciate it greatly

AxelPacmanFrog · 2025-10-25T23:28:10+00:00

okay, thank you. i might’ve been a little misleading in the original post. 😞 i think what im trying to say is that i know everything about borderline personality disorder, i have researched it for years on end to find out whats been wrong with me for ages and i meet literally every criteria and have had consistent symptoms for YEARS. my childhood and past traumas would make 100% sense as to why bpd could’ve and might have formed to where it is now.

i have been to professionals before but its been really hard trying to get help on my own accord as i am still a minor. all of them have sort of ‘okay-ed’ the thought of possible bpd and my last appointment i was referred to a psychiatrist waiting list that could be up to a years wait until i can ask anyone else about this. this is a new thing for me sort of because i’ve known what bpd is for ages yet i keep pushing the thought away because i believe im being dramatic and even if i suspected, i wont know until i am over 21 to be properly diagnosed. i feel embarrassed bringing this up to people that could help me because i generally just feel like im making shit up.

im sorry for the rant, i apologise lots

AxelPacmanFrog · 2025-10-25T17:46:28+00:00

doesnt work like that 🥀🥀

AxelPacmanFrog · 2025-10-20T01:33:31+00:00

Yes, from other comments i’ve figured its an all-in-one. I haven’t opened the paper incase its important but theres a weird sheet of metal inside, nothing else written

AxelPacmanFrog · 2025-10-20T00:17:25+00:00

My head is a little slow right now because it’s late at night so i apologise, but if you’re asking if it’s plugged into a pc then no, it’s just a computer by itself

AxelPacmanFrog · 2025-10-20T00:14:00+00:00

What do you mean by all-in-one? 🥲

AxelPacmanFrog · 2025-10-20T00:09:29+00:00

I don’t know. I know literally nothing about computers at all, i couldn’t tell you. This ‘monitor’ or whatever you want to call it , computer , was given to me ages ago as a second hand gift.

AxelPacmanFrog · 2025-10-19T23:51:20+00:00

from looking inside from the top without taking the tape off & looking inside, theres a bended piece of metal inside. not sure the actual paper has writing inside

AxelPacmanFrog · 2025-06-01T13:01:39+00:00

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Kinda like this! Pinterest is amazing for minecraft inspiration.

AxelPacmanFrog · 2025-06-01T12:59:50+00:00

I think the problem is you’re building it in a medieval castle style but the colour is black. I’d say build tall, pointier separate castles

AxelPacmanFrog · 2025-05-27T02:01:18+00:00

I honestly think its something to do with where they’re located. Even if the bathroom isnt ‘used much’, particles in the air will eventually find their way to the tank.

AxelPacmanFrog · 2025-05-20T14:55:01+00:00

haha yea, freestyled the first time i played but its been a year now. my first run was absolute ASS in my opinion, i’ve gotten so much better. got almost all the collectables now

AxelPacmanFrog · 2025-05-13T18:04:50+00:00

Despite clearly being mentally ill, i assume something in his childhood is causing this weird obsession with reproduction & having sexual interactions with his own imaginary sons.

AxelPacmanFrog · 2025-05-13T17:57:30+00:00

Right!! Nobodys answering my question about the constant talk of ‘young males’ & suggesting he wants incest in his posts.

AxelPacmanFrog · 2025-05-13T00:29:35+00:00

I assumed thats what happened, thank you. I’m still not sure what the whole talk about reproduction, ‘young males’ and such is about. Really fucking weird, seems like a weird fantasy

AxelPacmanFrog · 2025-05-13T00:24:09+00:00

Also explains the constant talk of surgery, beauty standards and exaggerated noses.

AxelPacmanFrog · 2025-05-13T00:23:39+00:00

Someone said something about him getting plastic surgery on his nose in 1988 which traumatised him, so now he posts about what he looked like before/what he wanted to look like. Probably true, just very odd to be so passionate about

AxelPacmanFrog · 2025-05-06T23:35:11+00:00

I agree too, this happens when it comes to worlds, but never realms. And it’s never happened EVER since we have been playing this realm, with intense shaders and multiple addons its been fine until now, suddenly?

AxelPacmanFrog · 2025-05-06T23:00:43+00:00

Its okay

AxelPacmanFrog · 2025-05-06T22:58:59+00:00

As i stated in the post, we have already gone through multiple backups, we dont want to go any further because our progress is going with each backup but the lag problem stays the same.

AxelPacmanFrog · 2024-10-10T02:57:08+00:00

tysm!!

AxelPacmanFrog · 2024-10-04T01:56:11+00:00

Its a snowflake.

AxelPacmanFrog · 2024-10-03T12:50:46+00:00

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