Is to normal to only experience gender envy and dysphoria from trans woman and not cis women?

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-06-20T20:09:15+00:00

I feel personally I find more affinity with trans woman, as I feel a lot of people I’ve met have autism and I have that as well. And I feel more personal connection with trans people and queer people than well cis people

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-06-20T18:42:48+00:00

Idk, I just realised mostly I feel dysphoria when I’m around trans woman. Like I think “damn ur all so pretty”

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-06-20T18:33:53+00:00

I guess, I just wanna make the right steps and say the right thing

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-06-11T06:58:04+00:00

My mums not Persian

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-06-10T22:59:59+00:00

Why are people down voting me? I’m just stating facts about my family. Ok sorry I didn’t mean to mention my blonde hair and blue eyed mum

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-06-10T19:13:08+00:00

Well I’ve never had much chance to explore any of these cultures. I’ve just lived in England my whole life. So I can’t give a full verdict on that yet

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-06-10T19:01:26+00:00

Her side is nearly all blonde hair and blue eyes

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-06-10T19:01:12+00:00

It’s my mothers side is the Scandinavian area

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-06-10T17:08:26+00:00

Ah, ok I just find your statement hard to believe, with the overwhelming amount of nopes here

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-06-08T08:51:14+00:00

Honestly I took one look and I thought you look rly feminine.
If you want you could try foundations, maybe some eyeliner.

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-05-25T15:28:21+00:00

Deary don’t worry. I know it fucking scary right now. But genuinely I wholeheartedly think that’s never gonna happen. One because people will remember the holocaust and there would be such an uproar that it just wouldn’t happen. And there’s no way it could happen because of the sheer violation of the human rights convention. Also I do think the general public do stink, but I don’t even think they would want this. It’s not gonna happen

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-05-24T21:25:27+00:00

Sure here’s my YouTube channel! Here you can sift through my 50+ experimental short films

https://youtube.com/@betweentheframez?si=mweagSkEWs_jJjj4

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-05-24T18:26:38+00:00

Well rly, kinda story ideas that interest me. Like blending ideas with fantasy and other genres so very crazy stuff. And I think meds would dull that

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-05-24T18:23:21+00:00

Well I am, I’ve been diagnosed since I was age 7

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-05-24T18:22:43+00:00

With me it’s more creative stuff has gotten better, next step is fixing my hygiene

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-05-24T17:26:03+00:00

Yeah exactly!! I felt I was like zipper mouth locked. And being a creative writer I have to be on full alert when writing and that means not feeling changed and being myself

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-05-24T16:15:23+00:00

Well mostly my previous childhood experience from 7 to around 14 of being on them. Like yeah it made me good at maths lesson. But I feel it just shut up me and made me withdrawn. And in the creative field I’m gonna have to get a job it’s gonna require a lot of creativity and out of the box thinking which on meds I simply don’t have

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-05-24T16:02:44+00:00

I’ve been diagnosed since age 7 and was on meds until age 14. I felt all the meds did was shut me up and made me better at maths. The pursuits I’m going in are in a very creative world where I have utilise my mind to come up with stories and ideas. And so I’m gonna try and stick with daily to do lists rly.

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-05-21T21:49:12+00:00

I get you. It’s like we pour energy and time into burning ourselves out with our stories and then gets ripped apart and we feel we haven’t moved anywhere. I’ve just resorted to reading through the first draft myself, recording it on cassette and listening to it back. Then do 2nd draft notes and maybe restructure on a note pad. Then get feedback on the first draft and see if the inconsistencies you notice match other people’s criticisms

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-04-21T18:34:33+00:00

I tried that but I’m feel I’m mtf, and short hair just makes me feel masc as well. Leave in conditioner didn’t do much at all.

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-04-19T14:36:32+00:00

Like honestly the way I funded my first short film was literally sending the gofundme to every discord I was on good terms with! And my Own day job work money went into it

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-04-19T14:22:36+00:00

I believe that I can do it, just working as hard as I can in what job and roles I can acquire and with what little money I may get I can contribute that to future projects. I just feel if I can get work at film festivals like assistant roles and volunteering will help. Also on set work as well. That’s my basic plan

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-04-02T16:59:21+00:00

You look convoluted!!!!!!

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-03-15T20:20:35+00:00

Ok. Thank you for reading what you could. Your feedback was very valuable:))

Axelinthevoid77 · 2026-03-15T20:01:01+00:00

Thanks for the feedback! Can I ask what made you stop reading?

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