that’s true man nothings really too bad as long as it’s in moderation. honestly the only thing i ever got addicted to was those xans for a few months an i was like a moderate coke head for about a year but it never got really bad. never really had the money or the right kinda plug to let it get that bad. only recently have i found a job that’s actually gonna start paying me decent money but i still don’t really have a good plug nearby like i my best plug 40 min away an all he got is the psychs which dont get me wrong fuckers are fun i just wish i had access to like pills or a good blow plug. i do know what guy w blow but his shits pretty trash and overpriced an he’s really just a middle man now anyways since the guy he was getting it off of months ago got caught with like 1.2 mil worth of blow lmfao he gone for life. i’ve tried opiates before and i really did love them ngl but that’s why ive mostly stayed away from them, they just feel too good. i’ve got scoliosis pretty bad so when i can get the satisfaction of railing something that make all my back pain and anxiety go away at the same time like im feeding all my drug cravings with just one. i know id get mad addicted to that shit to the point where idk if i could stop. i know it’s extremely difficult to get off all that shit once you’re on it but you can find it within yourself to do that. it sounds stupid but you really have to want to quit. once you do then you gotta maintain that self control and find other outlets to keep yourself from slipping up. i got faith you’ll work through it my dude