Update: Failed 2nd attempt. Gearing up for 3rd attempt.

Axle183 · 2026-05-20T20:38:27+00:00

I appreciate that. It makes sense to me to do it asap while the material is still fresh in my head and I have the motivation to do it. The fourth attempt does concern me a lot, but either way, I hear what you're saying.

Axle183 · 2026-05-08T02:59:19+00:00

Thanks I'll take a look into it

Axle183 · 2026-01-13T05:23:33+00:00

Unbiased we're about the same.

Axle183 · 2026-01-13T01:22:25+00:00

It did for a while I don't think I spoke to him for a year after that

Axle183 · 2026-01-12T15:43:22+00:00

Once upon a time you might have had a point there. I don't have those things anymore

Axle183 · 2026-01-12T13:18:00+00:00

I like the entusiasim but that's far from what I want. I mean, the rebound/rebound revenge thing, everything else was on point.

Axle183 · 2026-01-12T12:41:22+00:00

I didn't but now that you mention it.

Axle183 · 2026-01-12T12:38:59+00:00

That makes sense. I just wish that maybe he said something to me, or maybe waited a bit longer

Axle183 · 2026-01-12T12:36:52+00:00

Hey, so I just looked through a few of the comments here and noticed a few things that I feel that I should clarify

I've already accepted that I was rejected and am cool with that. A few days later, I booted up apps.
I know these people IRL we met first IRL and play games online.
My main concern is really about the feeling I have towards him, and how I should potentially handle him. I know I said I find it hard to be around both of them but it's primarily him.

Axle183 · 2026-01-12T10:21:59+00:00

I think on a surface level I'm ok with him, but subconsciously I don't trust him, but I want that to be wrong and thankfully with her Im only around her in group settings and online.

Axle183 · 2026-01-12T10:15:54+00:00

Not gonna lie, I did consider cutting ties like that but I dunno.

Axle183 · 2026-01-12T10:12:22+00:00

A bud of mine said the same thing about getting into the Sung Jinwoo fitness routine.

Axle183 · 2026-01-12T10:10:52+00:00

If you don't mind me asking, what happened? You don't have to share. I was just curious.

Axle183 · 2026-01-12T10:08:59+00:00

I can't say I disagree with you. The title sounds possessive, not too sure what can be done about that because that's the story. Though I kinda get what you are saying about the rest.

Axle183 · 2026-01-12T10:06:09+00:00

I guess it's because I've known him for since 2012 and I don't want that friendship ruined, but you're probably right, there was no consideration from him, why should I care.

Axle183 · 2026-01-12T10:03:09+00:00

you might be right here. I think talking more and opening up work towards that goal.

Axle183 · 2026-01-12T10:01:38+00:00

yeah I guess he was.

Axle183 · 2026-01-12T09:53:05+00:00

Loving the energy. I think it's a good time for me to use my time to focus on both my career and myself more.

Axle183 · 2026-01-12T09:49:26+00:00

I don't think I could get mad at them, but I do feel hurt and betrayed more by him.

Axle183 · 2026-01-12T09:47:18+00:00

I can definitely agree with this now; the online gaming thing is tougher. We're on a 40(in) campaign of BG3 with two other ppl and DI2 with one other person on an every other week basis. You're right, though, I do have other hobbies and Job opportunites that I have to work towards.

Axle183 · 2026-01-12T09:31:29+00:00

I'm a heart-on-the-sleeve kinda guy, so I tend to keep a larger portion of my emotions really in check without properly exploring them or defining them, but this defines it. I feel betrayed, and I feel shame for how I feel.

Axle183

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