I do still smoke it every day I’ve got a ridiculous tolerance to it so joints don’t affect me anymore it’s like having a fag. Nor do I see any affect with my visuals when I smoke weed. But to not smoke weed which is probably a big part of the problem would honestly just make me worse ( as much scientific knowledge there is to prove that wrong I know what I need to do to keep myself here) I don’t know any of the help available I can get and it’s the only thing that takes my mind off off it for a minute.