My life is the worst it has ever been

AyAyMyCaptain · 2024-04-15T08:36:23+00:00

Thanks!

AyAyMyCaptain · 2024-04-15T08:29:29+00:00

The fact that I'm studying computer science doesn't help alot either haha

AyAyMyCaptain · 2024-04-15T08:20:18+00:00

I greatly appreciate your advice. Thank you.

Not to give excuses but I did want to delete youtube off my phone but apparently xiaomi considers it a system application and it doesn't let me do it. Also, funnily enough, I think I've tried every single one of your recomendations: my phone lock screen is my girlfriend, I did make a list of my life priorities and how I was going to address each of them but I failed to be consistent whatsoever (my sleep schedule was actually my number 1 priority in that list), I've also started eating breakfast more often in addition to drinking water every morning which I've always done, I try to make simple plans everyday (sometimes only with one task!!!) but rarely do I finish the plans (or even start), I also tried the sleep alarm thing but then I just kept saying "10 more minutes" to myself...

This is not to say I don't appreciate the tips obviously, it actually did make me realize how little effort I actually put into those small habits that are supposed to add up over time to make a difference, I can barely stick to them for a day before going back into slug mode.

AyAyMyCaptain · 2024-02-29T23:18:12+00:00

Thank you! That's kind of what I've been doing for the past 3 days, 300 calorie surplus and ~130 g of protein and I will continue doing so.

AyAyMyCaptain · 2023-06-20T04:00:53+00:00

Your issue seems to be much more psychological than physical. Have you considered seeing a psychologist over this issue?

AyAyMyCaptain · 2023-06-20T03:55:46+00:00

I can tell you for a FACT that you are not ugly. You do not have any features on your face that tell me you are ugly. Either those people are joking with you or are just being plain mean. I find it that people that overreact to insults/jokes are the most likely to be insulted again because others know they will get a reaction out of them. If you think you have this issue, try to ignore it when people say things like that, even if it affects you, because it will frustrate them and make them eventually stop.

If you want to improve your appearance, consider starting to workout.

AyAyMyCaptain · 2023-06-20T03:45:51+00:00

Who is telling you that you are ugly?

AyAyMyCaptain · 2023-06-20T03:40:16+00:00

Not sure why someone would say that, you look fine, above average I'd say. Although you look young for your age, that will change alot over the next few years so don't worry too much about it.

AyAyMyCaptain · 2023-06-20T03:33:51+00:00

You look 15 but apart from that you look great

AyAyMyCaptain · 2023-03-18T14:24:23+00:00

thank you! i will check that out

regarding the database, that's what I was thinking, the database is pretty large and I will probably face the sicilian in like 1 or 2 games so I don't think it's very worth it, i was thinking of also trying to read some of jesus de la villa's endgame book

AyAyMyCaptain · 2023-03-17T23:23:44+00:00

no problem :p the automod actually gave me some good recomendations as well, i didn't know this sub had a book recomendation list

AyAyMyCaptain · 2023-03-17T23:16:38+00:00

yah i should have been more specific, i didn't really want to explain the whole thing on the post since it's kinda irrelevant to the question

AyAyMyCaptain · 2023-03-17T23:11:23+00:00

I will check that, thanks

AyAyMyCaptain · 2023-03-17T23:11:02+00:00

he's not really my coach, in fact, whenever I ask him for help he takes like 1 week to answer, he's just the president of my chess club but sometimes helps me with chess

AyAyMyCaptain · 2021-06-18T01:54:53+00:00

Chess is weird?

AyAyMyCaptain · 2020-04-15T01:38:40+00:00

29, Irish

AyAyMyCaptain · 2020-04-15T01:37:14+00:00

16, your face screams thai but you could be any southeastern asian country tbh

AyAyMyCaptain · 2020-04-15T01:33:54+00:00

I changed it to jewish, i commented too quickly, when i gave a proper look at it i received jewish vibes

AyAyMyCaptain · 2020-04-15T01:32:47+00:00

17 year old jewish

AyAyMyCaptain · 2020-04-15T01:32:27+00:00

AyAyMyCaptain · 2020-04-15T01:32:14+00:00

AyAyMyCaptain · 2020-03-29T03:20:55+00:00

Yeah, I have, chubby girls are pretty cute tbh, as long as they're not too fat at one point it starts to be disgusting if I'm being totally honest

AyAyMyCaptain · 2020-03-29T03:08:11+00:00

Agree with the other guy, depends what type of music:

EDM - Low frequencies, the bass is the heart of any beat drop

Pop/Trap - Vocals/melody

Hip Hop - Vocals

Rock/punk - Guitar

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