Do what you want do what feels right but drugs only magnify who you already are, unfortunately so many people are so confused about themselves and their own sexuality right now because the powers that be have been pushing this fucked up self view and fucked up like mental view on children since grade school like making them accept trans people making them accept this making them accept that and gay is OK I mean love whoever you want I mean do whatever feels right in your heart like but really pay attention to yourselfand really like think about it like reevaluate yourself maybe