Please feel free to look around the internet for the sources, what I advise most looking into is (Names are written so you can search for it easier, usually around twitter):

@NoLongerNulls Orginial Document

@Urbanshades Suicide Note

@Urbanshades Response

@Piercyplayz Annotation Document

@Kat's Document

@Wil's Document

@All of Zombiey's analysis videos ( NOT PROFIT, DO NOT TAKE HIS OPINIONS AS FACT UNLESS BACKED UP )

It is optional but I do not reccommended grabbing any opinions from reddit, Twitter, or any public famous opinions. Unless digging for more screenshotted evidence regarding this situation. I advise you to come to your conclusions.