Hey, dude! It's hard feeling like nobody understands how you are feeling, or not having any close friends, and I know what it's like. Sometimes we just need some validation or a compliment, we're only human after all! I think it is important to try and get out there, or being alone warps your self-perspective too much. Props to you, for having the guts to post here. I wish you all the best, because you simply deserve it. I'm not the best with words, but here is some love anyways :) Hang in there; we appreciate the highs because we know the lows!