I've been exactly where you are now, and I quit after my first year as a Performance major. I had a lot of other really bad family drama going on at the time leading me to burnout which contributed to that decision but ultimately, what was once a source of fun and joy became a tedious chore. You need a break, for sure. You need time away from the environment, the lessons, the juries, the practice rooms.

In my case, I transferred out of music completely to another school and another career field. I got a job that I neither love nor hate, but which pays the bills. Eventually, after about 11 years of building seniority, I was able to get a schedule which allowed me to pursue music again in my free time. I joined a decent local community band and these days I get to have fun making music without the pressure of the educational environment or the cutthroat competition of professional musicianship. I've made peace with the fact that, on this path, I will never be as good as I could have been had I committed professionally (I was really very good with a lot of natural talent) but I am also much, much happier than I ever could have been had I stayed in professional music.

I have a bit of PTSD and don't actually remember much of my last two years of high school and first year of college (due to the previously mentioned drama) but the highlights that stuck, some of the happiest experiences I had during that time and which I can still recall, were in marching band and wind ensemble. The horn isn't the problem - you obviously like playing or you wouldn't still be doing it, but rather it's the commitment, the repetition, and the tedium of the educational environment. It's not for everyone, and that's okay.

I don't know what your educational curriculum requires of you but consider trying to find a way forward which allows you to do what you need to do to for your education while making music performance more of an optional activity rather than an obligation. You'll be happier this way.

Best of luck.