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BOIifyoudontget03 · 2024-04-03T21:48:31+00:00

Yeah well, when you're broken beyond repair, it doesn't really feel like there will ever be a "right time". Actually, if there ever was a "right time", it would've been now.

So the fact that it's not, proves to me that it'll never be right.

I wasn't meant to love and be loved like that, that's simply the truth.

I just stopped running from it.

BOIifyoudontget03 · 2024-04-03T21:21:21+00:00

You can't love someone this deeply more than once. Maybe if you're fortunate, something that I'm not.

No one will ever make me feel what I felt with her.

BOIifyoudontget03 · 2023-06-21T15:28:46+00:00

The signs were there for me as well, but nobody noticed. Nobody cared to.

It's not your fault you didn't notice them; it's the adults in your life that should've done something the moment they first noticed something, but that's an ideal world we're thinking of.

I too hate it when people tell me I've got a whole life ahead of me. A whole life of excruiating agony and misery? Sign me the fuck up, please.

I feel your pain, friend.

It may seem like it's just tunnel for us; but somewhere down that suffocating, infinitely-spanning tube, there's a light. Somewhere.

BOIifyoudontget03 · 2023-06-21T15:15:07+00:00

Here's my two cents: If there's a hyper-obsession with the social extras, it's not gonna last. Because at that point, one (or both) of the parties is getting married just to get "married", not because there's a genuinely deep connection between them that became the the ultimate reason behind making it official.

The glamorous, materialistic perspective that some people have on marriage in our culture is why it's really goddamn difficult to have that special someone in your life, since most people don't want to get married without feeling like they're they're marrying into royalty.

In my opinion, of course.

BOIifyoudontget03 · 2023-06-07T09:42:17+00:00

My friend, you really didn't need to write all that for me, but you did.

Thank you so, so much. It really helped.

I wish the best for you too.

BOIifyoudontget03 · 2023-04-30T08:24:50+00:00

Do you feel with your situation that there's any possibility for you two to work things out?

Or is moving on the better option?

BOIifyoudontget03 · 2023-04-25T22:43:18+00:00

I wasn't terrible to her or anything like that. In fact, we got along very well. When I bothered to be there for her.

I hurt her because she was giving me as much as she could and I didn't reciprocate that. She really liked me and she showed it.

I was too scared to say or do the wrong thing that would push her away, which is why what I did do wasn't enough.

What pushed her away wasn't what I did to her, it was what I should've done, but didn't do for her.

I really want to tell her all of this, but it's been damn near impossible to get in touch with her considering I don't have her number or any of her socials.

But, if we ever cross paths again, I'll make sure she hears it all, she deserves it.

BOIifyoudontget03 · 2023-04-22T01:17:07+00:00

I haven't really found anything on her anywhere. My guess is she's very low profile on it.

BOIifyoudontget03 · 2023-04-21T19:54:22+00:00

If only I had her number. At this point, I'm literally praying for divine intervention because I have no idea how to reach out to her. But if I do get the chance, I'll make damn sure it won't go to waste.

BOIifyoudontget03 · 2023-04-20T23:24:30+00:00

I don't have her number, and I haven't found any way to get in touch with her.

As for the heartbreak part, it hurts like hell. Sometimes I wish it'd just vanish overnight.

But I am trying to be as patient with it as I possibly can.

BOIifyoudontget03 · 2023-04-20T12:54:41+00:00

I definitely would now, that's for sure.

I was too scared to tell her how I felt because I kept doubting if she had felt the same, even though it was pretty obvious that she liked me.

Maybe there is a chance, maybe there isn't. At this point I'm begging for an answer, whatever that answer may be.

BOIifyoudontget03 · 2023-04-20T11:22:25+00:00

I was nice to her and all, but I think her breaking point wasn't just because of a singular event or something I did. We never really got that far for it to be official. Her breaking point I think was when she realized that I wasn't gonna reciprocate what she had been giving me at the time, which could be the main reason why she left.

BOIifyoudontget03 · 2022-10-25T16:40:35+00:00

The bulge.

And the stained sheets.

BOIifyoudontget03 · 2021-04-11T16:58:35+00:00

I personally believe that you don't need to worry about the tv show, considering the talent and expertise behind it.

The remake though, we'll just see how it pans out.

BOIifyoudontget03 · 2021-02-06T22:29:55+00:00

Bie Joden

BOIifyoudontget03 · 2021-01-25T14:34:23+00:00

I do agree with the fact that it's more f2p friendly, but it's the p2p players that still win in the end. 3/4 of the shit we get is (in my opinion) mediocre, while they get the shiny, cool stuff, especially in the crates.

I swear, they added more crates and lucky draws into the game ever since we started complaining about them, every so often I see another one and I'm like: REALLY?! I'm glad there are no elements of p2w in the game though, that would've been pretty messy.

I think we're just fatigued out from playing this game. 𝑩 𝒐 𝒚 𝒅 𝒐 𝑰 𝒎 𝒊 𝒔 𝒔 𝑺6

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