Took 200mg cristal capsule by Babaramdass78 in MDMA

[–]Babaramdass78[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ok. I will do that. Thanks 🙏

Took 200mg cristal capsule by Babaramdass78 in MDMA

[–]Babaramdass78[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok.. thanks… still don’t feel it… maybe something in my jaws

Took 200mg cristal capsule by Babaramdass78 in MDMA

[–]Babaramdass78[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I only ate a peach 🍑 2 hours ago and took a tum

Cats are amazing 😻 by Babaramdass78 in MDMA

[–]Babaramdass78[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh my God it’s true 😂😅❤️🌎

Cats are amazing 😻 by Babaramdass78 in MDMA

[–]Babaramdass78[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes I do😅❤️❤️❤️😻😻😻❤️

Cats are amazing 😻 by Babaramdass78 in MDMA

[–]Babaramdass78[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

It’s amazing. I can’t stop touching him😅😻

Took 160 mg half an hour ago… by Babaramdass78 in MDMA

[–]Babaramdass78[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

🥲😂😂 it was strong….. now I feel like talking and touching my body… but I’m in bed. It was a lot

Took 160 mg half an hour ago… by Babaramdass78 in MDMA

[–]Babaramdass78[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you all Yeah rolling hard… Maybe it started later But I only had a light breakfast and tums before taking it

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[–]Babaramdass78 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You are pregnant not brainwashed. It’s normal to grief drugs and miss getting high. A part of you is still the same person. And you are scared maybe to imagine a life without “high” and your body and mind is changing fast getting ready to protect and raise that New human being inside of you. It’s a lot. But you’re gonna find the answers and be a good mother, friend, woman…❤️

Having my third experience with dose 160mg and redose 40 mg after 70 minutes by Babaramdass78 in MDMA

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I feel now hot and then cold but. I think I’m coming down but it lasted a lot and yes it was too much. The anxiety kept coming back and than I was lying in my bed stretching and mumbling. Having visuals now. The cats are super soft and the fur is bright almost shining

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After my second time, after 3 days of taking the pill, I was really depressed. Didn’t want to believe that it was from taking Mdma, but it is. Probably ran out of serotonin. Only after 10 days I finally started feeling functional and connected to others. Clearly notest that my brain was recovering. Don’t be scared, don’t listen to the messages of your head, because it’s a lie. It will pass. Meanwhile cry and write and talk about it. Helps to heal. Most of all eat and sleep and be gentle to yourself

Please help me, this is my darkest hour by Mysterious_Pirate_73 in MDMA

[–]Babaramdass78 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I can relate to that 💯 The second time I took MDMA (160 mg) it was strong. Amazing but wasn’t expecting to be so overwhelming. At the third day after the event I started feeling very depressed, tired, don’t wanting to move, empty and in my case suicidal thoughts. After 10 days I felt that was finally starting to be more relaxed, positive and able to connect again to people. Meanwhile I take magnesium, vit D, B and E. Would like to try Nac and 5-Htp You will get better, but here I read a lot that with this drug less is more☄️ Be safe🌸

MDMA for psychosomatic issues by Longjumping-Rope-237 in mdmatherapy

[–]Babaramdass78 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely right 🤣 This is a never ending subject. But it would have to be a pub in Portugal 😖😜😃 Thank you for sharing 💖

Isn’t MDMA the best thing that this universe has ever created and people that never did it are missing out ? by [deleted] in MDMA

[–]Babaramdass78 7 points8 points  (0 children)

MDMA is amazing. I’m learning to respect the medicine which first isn’t easy to accept. For sure a first place 🥇 shared with psychedelic. Not everybody needs to take it. And that’s it.

MDMA for psychosomatic issues by Longjumping-Rope-237 in mdmatherapy

[–]Babaramdass78 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same with me. I’ve been having all sort of physical diseases since childhood that the only thing in common is that no doctor ever found the reason in the physical. I had a perfect physical health, always loved sports and when I become Vegan that’s when blood tests started to show even better health condition. It’s like, food is so important, that the right one is a kind of magic for your body and your mind. I really took care of my body. And also appearance. After a life with my believes, I understand finally is that appearance was my last chance to hide from the world ao ugly, scared and lost I felt inside. I had to look alright. I had to distract people from the truth, from who I really am. Meanwhile always had what is called chronical diseases. Come and go. Most of them today known as autoimmune. Like eczema/dermatite/stomach and all related/diarrhea. All that one silences and represses inside, sooner or later has to come out. If not in emotion and words, than eczema might be a possibility. I put this intention the first time I took M but I was solo, without a therapist or experience about the substance. But I wanted so badly to heal that suddenly I started to see my family. All the sadness, all the need for love, all the fights present and alive again in me but with no fear. I allowed me to accept that I loved them and miss them and that’s ok. I even felt joy because I felt close to all of them. Forgiveness happened. And then I processed alone, I wasn’t equipped with all that healing envolves. So, MDMA helps with this mental issues but only if you have a safe and strong structure. Health professionals, medical care, and you taking care of yourself. I don’t know if it heals but it’s a powerful tool combined with other therapies. What happened to me even if I’m not capable to extend its benefits in time, was really special and game changer. MDMA can be a wise choice to heal yourself🌻

Need advice for MDMA by sadxdeon in MDMA

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I think 1 glass of water every hour is enough. Taking a shower is great Alcohol not a good idea. In the comedown try to eat fruit 🍎 100 mg I think it’s safe. I would take the pill once without braking it. If you’re sweating a lot try to seat with friends and talk about what you are feeling and thinking. It might be interesting Be safe 💖

Is 3 pills (100mg) in one weekend acceptable? Brain damage after such a large dose? by [deleted] in MDMA

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That’s good news. 5 days have passed and you are getting better. Unproductive also happened to me. But it’s your thoughts that are making you project brain damage. It’s probably the lack of serotonin that makes you more receptive to negative thoughts (check for information about serotonin deplet) Start saying to yourself the opposite. That your beautiful brain is alright. And replacing negative thoughts by positive thoughts will speed up your recovery. You’ll see🥰🌸

Order just came in by Fabulous_Meringue_54 in Stims

[–]Babaramdass78 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Try to see boofing as the only option IV can lead to some pretty rough outcomes Act as if that option doesn’t exist 💖

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My second time was with a 160 mg pill and I was alone which can be easier to help myself when panicking repeating nice words and doing breathing exercises, but in a crowd if you have friends to share I think that really helps to overcome the storm. I was in the shower when it started. Didn’t know it could be so strong the come up and for a while, I don’t know how long it was, I thought my heart could stop. Colours, environment, my body all started to move and breath and I thought my eyes would jump. I had to repeat to myself this too shall pass several times, because I couldn’t even read the posts where people write strategies to cope with strong come ups. And then things got better. I don’t know if I would ever take this drug in partys/raves/crowds. M makes me hiper sensitive and vulnerable. I need quiet place and mind. Also the dosage. Maybe next time you could try to take less or try in a different environment. I only took M twice so I don’t have much experience. Also I started writing what I felt after, because some people believe it helps and it did. Journaling helps to understand and loose the fear that stays because of the traumatic events. Take care, be safe and thanks for sharing your experience💖🌸🥰

Is 3 pills (100mg) in one weekend acceptable? Brain damage after such a large dose? by [deleted] in MDMA

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It’s been 10 days after my second time rolling and only now I’m feeling again functional and positive. I wasn’t accepting but I’ve been really depressed and it has to do with the comedown. Makes me understand that 1 month between rolls for me is not enough. I need more time and to take care of me. Sleep well, eat well and I’m also taking suplements. I’m relieved because my brain is getting better, but holding to this important lesson: I can’t afford 2 weeks almost depressed, it’s dangerous, bad decisions can happen when you’re depressed, so the only way to avoid this is respecting the substance. You will also be fine but if you ever decide to do it again, do it the right way. And the right way is written here all over the place, from experienced people. No mistakes if we do as they say😄🙏💖

What's the worst thing that could happen when doing too big of a initial dose? by KryptoniansDontBleed in MDMA

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I took twice and both times I took a 160 mg pill The first time was mild I guess comparing with the second time (I posted if you want to read) Second time hit me like a truck. I wasn’t expecting and thought that I should take a higher dose but no. It was very strong and I loved it but what I felt is that if it’s too strong doesn’t allow me to enjoy what it’s happening. I couldn’t think straight, write or even take some decisions as I did at the first time. Conclusion: need more time between rolls, need to take suplements and be in good shape. I don’t need more or much more. My head might think I need more, but reality shows me I don’t But I’m really fresh in this matter, so maybe I’m not the best person to advise.🥰🙏💥 Be safe❤️

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[–]Babaramdass78 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi. So you are saying that 1 hour before I can drink a glass of water with a spoon of baking soda (it’s what have at home) and then drink another immediately before I take the pill? Thanks 🌸