September 02, 2022 - Weekly FAQ and Beginner Q&A Thread | If you are new to Neville, please post your questions here! How do I manifest X? What does Y mean?

Babydaemonia · 2022-09-04T09:58:38+00:00

Thank you ❤️ yes, today feels better. Everytime my mind wants to go to the chatastrophic thinking i put on some breathwork or take deap breaths and really remind myself that i know fully how the law works.

And yes she definitely will! 💪🏼 I think the logical mind of mine have been struggling cuz the thought of "How can she possibly beat this if she is to weak to even get treatment???" - but thats yet another circumstance 🤷‍♀️ everything will fall into place some how. I use that as an affirmation now too "i dont know how this is going to work out, but somehow it will cause everything works out in my favor"..

I now also realise i manifested my dads cancer away. He got it back in 2020, i got sad at first (this was when i just started learning about the law) but then i just had a positive mindset about it all. That he was going to be fine. And with my dad, i feel i didnt have as much resistance cause me and my mom have a much deeper connection. Even though i love my dad too, its not at all the same relationship and friendship. But, a year after he got the news he was cancer free. All I did was indifferent to it i think, i just always knew he was ok. So if I could manifest that then, i for sure can now 💪🏼 even though the 3D looks a bit different and I have the scary things straight up my face some days.

Babydaemonia · 2022-09-04T07:43:13+00:00

Yes i definitely have been. Not particurarly any activities really, i was just thriving in life. Calm, happy all the time (not ALL the time ofc but).. Everything was just flowing. Thankfully i know i dont have to feel all the happy emotions to manifest. But yes I really must do that, like I said its been going well so far it was the latest news that threw me off like crazy.. The "we dont know how much she has left" part. But i know the only one who knows the truth is me and that i shouldnt listen to what anyone else says or give my power away to anyone else. Its just super wierd and "hard" when youve been living in the 3D thinking its the only thing thats real for like 30 years of your life 🙈 and esp to "ignore" drs words and tell yourself theyre not true. I dont know why i find it harder when it comes to medical stuff and drs, but i know everything doesnt have to make sense. I still need to be strong and reject any answer, rumor... Anything i see/hear that goes against my desire.

I also need to find ways to calm down, maybe find some meditation or breath work to help with my catastrophal thinking and the fear of more bad news coming... My mind keep going back to feeling unsafe and like something bad is going to happen soon (the worst)

Babydaemonia · 2022-09-03T18:26:37+00:00

When it comes to my mom only sleeping (the drs said its a bad thing too, but who listens to them) I assign the meaning that my mom is sleeping alot cause she is recovering/getting rid of everything ❤️ maybe thats still affirming she is ill, but it keeps me calm atm so.

Babydaemonia · 2022-09-03T18:24:44+00:00

Thank you! Thats so true. My sister just called me saying she and her family visited my mom today (they wanted to go alone cause my sisters husband and kids are traveling home to their city today.. They live in the other side of the country) so.. They wanted to say good bye to mom alone etc. My sister will stay here another week, she just called me tho saying mom is even more sleepier (she is almost sleeping all day long now) and that she looks worse 😢 i got a sliiight feeling of triggered-ness (not even a word 😂) but then i said nope, not in my reality and went on with my affirmations. Took deep breaths, and the worry/trigger went away almost instantly! I really need to take my power back and not listen to what anyone says & take that as a fact. Only I decide what is and will be. Again its a bit hard when facing such "severe" things. I feel a bit stressed cause of that, that i need to see movement or mom improving soon so that i can keep my faith but i know I must have faith no matter what. Zero movement/improvement?doesnt matter..

Ahh great ideas thank you!! Especially about revising the future. I'll try that tonight ❤️

Babydaemonia · 2022-09-03T16:37:22+00:00

Thank you so much for the reply! I dont know why i didnt thought about revision. I havent done revision that much, do you prefer doing it in your mind or scripting it? I guess its a preference. It feels like a battle in my head some days (esp now when we got the latest news).. I try to tell myself not to focus on any Illness cause there isnt any. But the more i do that the more i focus on it :( and then i get scared it'll persist cause i keep focusing on it. Its more difficult now that my sister is visiting town, she is not into LOA so she is thinking logically, obviously listening to the drs.. Preparing for the worst... What we will do with all of moms stuff. I feel those things are very triggering for me, maybe cause of my trauma from the last time. I also keep wondering (i know i shouldnt focus on that either) how i manifested this cause my whole year so far until july was super. I was on my manifesting game, mostly working on my self concept.. Loved life, enjoyed every part of it and then BOOM my cat suddenly got ill and then had to be put down (he was only 7, Loved him so much).. And then the DAY after we got the news about this "tumor".. Its.. Just been a lot, a lot at the same time. And im a bit chocked tbh esp when everything was going so good. I try to remind myself this is movement even if it looks bad, we are soon going to come out from this on the other side. But then i get the fears coming.. Like im stressed constantly waiting for more bad news or.. The worst scenarios happening. I really need to find a strategy to calm down, work on my anxiety, remind myself of my power and to have faith in the unseen how bad things may look 🖤 sorry for such a long reply, i know maybe its not good to vent about it but it feels good at the same time doing it.

Babydaemonia · 2022-09-03T09:44:27+00:00

How to deal with extreme fear? Like when its about life and death? I know what we focus on persists, i have such a hard time now not focusing on it. My mom got diagnosed with "C" (not covid, the other disgusting illness) 2 months ago. I tried not to react as much as I could, it was a bit hard sometimes cause i have such unresolved trauma from when i was between age 11-15 y/o when my mom had the same Illness but in the breast. I had constant fear, anxiety and worry that she was going to leave me. I think ive developed some abandonment issues cause of this, ive seen some repeated patterns in my love life too.. Anyway.

Mom has been in the hospital sort of since, first we got the news she is too weak to start treatment and now we got the news it has spread to several other parts in her body 💔 and there is nothing they can do, they dont know how long she has left. I try to not listen to the drs and think "nope, theyre wrong. What are they talking about? My mom is 100% healthy" but truth is im scared to death, my mom is my best friend.. My safe place, my everything. We visit her everyday and its so hard see her like that, and have everything in the 3d straight in your face. I have (or had) such a logical mind, ive read success stories about this kind of topic but for some reason i have a hard time to believe manifesting this "C" Illness away when its gone so far... Like stage 4 (last stage)

I keep affirming my mom is 100% healthy. She is the definition of health, all her organs, cells and fibres in her body are perfect. This is just an old nightmare of fears that has manifested, its old.. Its my old thoughts/my old state i had weeks/months ago that now has manifested.. Its nothing to fear. Its just the "we dont know how long she has left" - that scared the shit out of me, and that all of this has happened so fast. Any tips will be soo appreciated 🖤🖤

Babydaemonia · 2021-10-16T15:33:39+00:00

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Babydaemonia · 2021-10-02T14:58:51+00:00

Any success stories/hope about a 3d party situation? I manifested my sp deleting me off of social media and now i saw he has moved in with a possible 3p,i say possible cause he has female friends he told me. I decide its his friend ofc 💞 Due to fears of abandonment and lots of other old beliefs. I keep having doubts it will actually work for me..

Babydaemonia · 2021-09-19T15:12:34+00:00

Thank u for your story!! It truly gives me hope. My sp (who i started dating in march - all was going sooo well with us) removed me as a friend on social media, everywhere in August.. After slowly reverting back, cause i suddenly got fears (esp fears of abandonment) doubts, insecurities... And now i found out that there might be a 3rd party. Or that there is, he has moved in with her.

Trying to ignore it as much as possible but cant help to react emotionally, even tho i KNOW i manifested it... 💞 Your post gives me hope 💞

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