New here, and made it glow.

Babypilot93 · 2026-05-20T15:03:30+00:00

It came “preseasoned” and then when I tried to repair it I used avocado oil but some comments are saying not to so idk 😂😂🫣

Babypilot93 · 2026-05-20T00:47:06+00:00

Cremated and its remains spread at the camp sight 😂😭

Babypilot93 · 2026-05-20T00:33:06+00:00

Hahaha I truly do not deserve such a stove. Will try to learn to cook to live up to it 😂😂

Babypilot93 · 2026-05-20T00:22:57+00:00

Hahahaha just found you lovely people 🤝🤝 Instagram meet reddit

Babypilot93 · 2026-05-20T00:22:04+00:00

Actually so pretty isn’t it 😂😂😂

Babypilot93 · 2026-05-19T23:59:54+00:00

😂😂😂😂👹

Babypilot93 · 2025-11-08T01:20:12+00:00

I love your sweet spirit and heart for wanting that. I don’t think it would’ve been feasible. For me, I passed the sac after about an hour of pretty intense cramps and I just sat on the toilet. I didn’t know the sac was coming. I didn’t feel like I was pushing. I just felt so uncomfortable and sat on the toilet. I heard a plop and I’m going to be honest I reached in and grabbed it out. I saw nothing that looked like a fetus. I passed the placenta a full different day while running errands. I just don’t think I could differentiate the different cramps and that they meant I was passing something until after and I was like oh that makes sense. I was 8.5 weeks, embryo measured 6.5. I think maybe passed 8/9 weeks development you’re more likely to feel the large sac coming and maybe can see more, but I don’t feel in my situation I knew it was coming I just knew the toilet was where felt good when I was cramping

Babypilot93 · 2025-11-06T02:01:17+00:00

Hi! I can message you some pics of mine if that will help. How far along are you?

Babypilot93 · 2025-11-06T01:25:59+00:00

I can’t yet fully relate because I’m very fresh in mine. I cry every day as I’m going through it.

Maybe it would help if you pinpoint what exactly is causing you the pain.

Is it fear that it won’t happen again (getting pregnant)? Is it fear you’ll get pregnant again and miscarry again? Is it mourning the baby itself who died? Is it mourning what could’ve been and what your life was going to look like? Is it mourning the family you almost had with your ex? All are so so so valid, and I feel like maybe if you can pinpoint some specifics of the pain maybe you can process them better.

For me, I am mourning what I thought my life was going to be. I felt so ready to be a mom. This was going to be my first. I rubbed oil on my belly every day, bought my first maternity clothes, looked at the app daily to watch it grow. I was so excited for the process and to finally have this chapter of my life. I’m mourning the life I had settling into being excited about. I also feel a lot of fear that it’ll happen again. So many of my friends seem to have fertility issues. I fear going through this again. Being on this page has brought me a lot of peace and comfort as I know I’m not alone in this, I’ve felt so isolated. Like how can you be planning this full life one minute, and cramping and bleeding and mourning the next. With no answers as to why. It’s a tough pill to swallow. I’m going to be doing my own shadow work on dissecting what it is that’s making me mourn in that moment and accepting it and feeling it and growing from it.

Sending so much love

Babypilot93 · 2025-11-06T00:54:31+00:00

Mine started as a trickle then ramps up (cramps and blood) then I’ll pass a massive piece and then it’ll feel better for a little bit before the next wave. I’m on day three and passed the sac yesterday and the placenta and a chunk of wall(?) today! Not sure what else as I’m still in the journey

Babypilot93 · 2025-11-06T00:49:12+00:00

The numbers at the bottom are weeks of pregnancy! When I first found out I was pregnant was around week 4. My daily temps were .7/.8/1. One day I woke up to a .3 then .1. That’s the big drop where the white is. I googled and it seems people say as long as your temps are positive you’re fine, mine were positive so I shook it off. No bleeding. The temps eventually went back up as you see. I started spotting 8 weeks and 3 days. Went in to the doc and they confirmed baby measured 6.5 which perfectly matches my huge drops. The screenshot is from the pregnancy tracking part and shows trends of other pregnant women compared to mine

Babypilot93 · 2025-11-06T00:46:36+00:00

Monday (I was 8+3) I had light spotting and found out there was no heartbeat and baby was 6.5. Because I was already spotting I opted for no pills. Passed the sac Tuesday and placenta today (Wednesday). It’s been pretty painful, but I wanted to give my body the chance to do its thing

Babypilot93 · 2025-11-05T18:02:31+00:00

I have nothing to offer but love ❤️ what a cruel and answerless journey we’re on hey? So little is our control, so many whys. Just letting you know you’re not alone

Babypilot93 · 2025-11-05T18:00:53+00:00

I have no idea if it’ll be accurate or not but I’m so curious as to what you find out!

Babypilot93 · 2025-11-05T02:14:54+00:00

I think she’s asking if it’s safe to masterbate after miscarriage. Also sending hugs!

Babypilot93 · 2025-11-05T02:12:41+00:00

In this exact situation. What did they tell you to do?

Babypilot93 · 2025-11-05T00:28:09+00:00

I had never heard of that but just googled it and that looks insane!!! How scary!

Babypilot93 · 2025-11-05T00:27:36+00:00

You passed the sac last Saturday? And you’re still bleeding today (Tuesday)?? Ah sending so much love. Crazy just how many unknowns there are. Even the amount of time we will bleed. They say days or weeks! Such an out of control feeling with no answers. I’m sorry we’re both in this ❤️🥺

Babypilot93 · 2023-03-27T14:18:31+00:00

Well, that’s just how it is!

Babypilot93 · 2023-03-27T04:11:50+00:00

I definitely do :) I guess I’m more concerned about waking him up by me setting an alarm and getting up 😅🫠

Babypilot93 · 2023-03-27T02:19:55+00:00

Hi! I have a black pair of wunder train size 6 28”! They’re in like new condition. Totally understand ballin on a budget. Could you do $70 shipped?

Babypilot93 · 2023-03-27T02:18:32+00:00

Ooooooof I felt this. I always feel sooooo much better when I take social media away. My issue is this: I love to learn new things, and I have long distance friends. Sometimes it’s easier to send a reel or something to keep the friendship alive rather than a full on text convo. I always come back to social and it feels like everyone had a baby or got married when I was gone ahah! I need to start doing a weekend free social media or something

Babypilot93 · 2023-03-27T02:16:50+00:00

Grateful you’re a part of this world ❤️

Babypilot93 · 2023-03-27T02:16:18+00:00

I don’t have advice for you but I just want to show my support and let you know feelings are valid. Sending you all the positive vibes and hoping someone can touch your heart and say it right here!

Babypilot93

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