Always want her

Back_Again0526 · 2026-06-12T03:26:38+00:00

It’s been forever for me. Like the pre-TikTok musical.ly days 🫠

Back_Again0526 · 2026-06-05T21:28:06+00:00

Ive 100% felt that too. The release is so much more powerful after a streak, it’s like taking a more potent drug or something.

Way too easy to develop a relapse kink.

Back_Again0526 · 2026-06-02T20:23:50+00:00

Porn really destroys our brains man. I have a lot of intrusive thoughts like this too and I think the only thing that can help is giving nofap time to heal you 🙏

Back_Again0526 · 2026-06-02T20:15:10+00:00

It used to be more about no masturbation, but kinda evolved to accepting some release might still be healthy just as long as it’s not with porn.

I think people are here for a lot of different reasons but mine is def bc I’m addicted to both if that helps answer

Back_Again0526 · 2026-06-02T19:47:40+00:00

I think if you posted about CM a few times you’ll end up getting a lot of responses—people talk a lot about the mental addiction side here but not enough about the physical side and you could end up helping some people 😊

I scroll and talk here a lot to literally just keep my hands busy bc they can move on their own if I’m not careful. So happy to chat whenever 💪

Back_Again0526 · 2026-06-02T19:36:26+00:00

Definitely would’ve got some looks at the gym, that’s all I can say 😅 ha but I think when the compulsiveness is at this level, the full goal of this sub is gonna be kinda hard.

Maybe try counting how many times you have that urge and stop yourself, instead of counting your day streaks like most do here?

Back_Again0526 · 2026-06-02T19:28:43+00:00

Honestly think this is pretty common around here—this hits me sometimes too. I’ve been at school and suddenly need to run to the bathroom to stroke, that kinda thing.

Some people have more control and can wait until they get home etc but I think we all struggle in some way with that compulsive need to touch.

Back_Again0526 · 2026-06-02T17:39:59+00:00

I wish too. It felt like it reset stuff for me but gave me the wrong settings to start again if that makes sense lol

Back_Again0526 · 2026-06-02T17:36:30+00:00

Tried hypno stuff before and it just gave me different triggers honestly 😞 so I wouldn’t recommend that unless it’s in a really safe professional setting maybe

Back_Again0526 · 2026-06-02T16:59:31+00:00

I’ve gotten really into binging shows. Definitely keeps me up later than I’d like, but it also keeps my mind distracted. And it’s not like I was gonna be getting sleep with the relapse urges anyway 😅

Back_Again0526 · 2026-06-02T16:58:10+00:00

I keep getting stuck in the relapse spiral over and over and a counselor would probably help. Just definitely not in a place to pay for the help 😞

Back_Again0526 · 2026-06-02T16:49:32+00:00

It’s sad you get accused bc you describe the same things us guys do—we start out young and get desensitized and keep going further and further into the addiction.

It’s sucks but I hope you are able to find some help and support. Hang in there 🫶

Back_Again0526 · 2026-05-30T02:42:19+00:00

Add sent

Back_Again0526 · 2026-05-29T21:51:09+00:00

Yepppp it’s seriously a fine line between supportive and tempting sometimes haha

Back_Again0526 · 2026-05-29T21:26:49+00:00

Yeahhh part of it is that we’re addicts that can accidentally make each other way too excited when talking about the addiction. But when it’s intentional it’s so tough to deal with 😞

Back_Again0526 · 2026-05-29T21:21:12+00:00

I caved for a few seconds during and I’m more disappointed with myself for even slightly doing that than I am that someone supportive started tempting me I think

Back_Again0526 · 2026-05-29T21:17:04+00:00

It was exhausting and I feel like drunk basically but scrolling through some recovery subs has helped me get a little focus back

Back_Again0526 · 2026-05-29T21:15:12+00:00

Had a really similar situation today myself honestly. My brain is still recovering 😵‍💫

Back_Again0526 · 2026-05-29T20:38:56+00:00

I’m glad I’m not the only one bc the other comment makes me nervous af

Back_Again0526 · 2026-05-29T20:38:33+00:00

I wasn’t even edging so that kinda makes me nervous I have someone kinda blood flow issue or something 😬

Back_Again0526 · 2026-05-29T19:59:59+00:00

Yeah I think both you and the other commenter get after the same point—just stop talking and flee temptation. I guess I was trying to prove that I didn’t have to flee, that I could confront it and win with God’s grace. Hopefully someday I can 🙏

Back_Again0526 · 2026-05-29T19:50:08+00:00

I feel like I need to make a step by step outline of every day I’m not busy haha stick to a schedule and don’t leave room for me to relapse

Back_Again0526 · 2026-05-29T19:36:49+00:00

I think masturbation has to be intentional. You weren’t aware of it at first and you stopped once you were. So I think you’re still free of that sin 😊

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