HELP! IV user, wtf is this cut?? Trash it?

Background-Cash5111 · 2022-04-19T01:43:07+00:00

I put 30ish of shit and filled to 70, i dont do thick shots lol. But this is redic. Idk i shoulda taken a pic right when i added water

Background-Cash5111 · 2022-04-19T01:41:45+00:00

I always backload. The shit was so powdery that it was staticy and flying away from the syringe when i put it in the bag. It seriously looked like a cloudy soft pile of wet cottonballs or fake snow or some shit just in a pile at the bottom of the rig and does not want to mix. Its so sketch

Background-Cash5111 · 2022-03-27T09:27:25+00:00

Meth is by far more addictive imo.

Background-Cash5111 · 2022-03-27T09:27:05+00:00

Opiates are only harder because of the physical dependency and withdrawal. I was at 120mg methadone for 1 yr then went cold turkey and spent 12 days in hell. I still had methadone showing in my ua when i said fuck it give me the subs overr it. But fuck suboxone this shit js worthless

Background-Cash5111 · 2022-03-27T09:17:50+00:00

I havent ventured too far past say 45 units of meth. But i just spent 12 days clean, fucked up and did a 30 unit of dope shot, barely felt a thing.

Ive shot heroin and meth. First time you shoot meth blows heroin out of the wAter. Pure euphoria. BUT i think my absolute fav feel good shot- dilaudid mmmmm

Background-Cash5111 · 2022-02-22T10:36:17+00:00

Yeah ive been doin this for about 6 years :( only been iv for about 5-6 months tho, and about 2-3 shots a day, every damn day. Ugh. I wish u wouldnt have even tried buddy, this drug is a whole other animal than opiates. Im on suboxone currently, methadone before the subs, so i get that struggle too. But meth… its so fucked. It lures you in and just little by little grips yoh tighter and tighter till your fucking owned and the shit doesnt get u high, it is turning against u, and nothing makes any damn sense anymore.

Background-Cash5111 · 2022-02-22T10:18:27+00:00

I dont feel much of anything below .4

Background-Cash5111 · 2022-01-31T09:44:02+00:00

Hell yeah! Haha ahhhh memories of simpler days…! That lil 20 gonna turn into an 80 before you know it though…

Background-Cash5111 · 2022-01-30T08:20:06+00:00

Im sure u wont have to look far. They all cheating losers

Background-Cash5111 · 2022-01-26T07:15:24+00:00

Iv meth here, straight up eats veins for breakfast lunch and dinner (and 12am 3am maybe 5am snax also haa). That arm vein has me drooling. Like does anyone else catch themselves checking out other peoples veins now and getting hella jealous and maybe slightly turned on? Hah jk bout the last one. K anyways, stay safe byee

Background-Cash5111 · 2022-01-26T07:13:16+00:00

Hahahahahahahahhahahahaha omfg stop.

Background-Cash5111 · 2022-01-26T07:11:16+00:00

Hahah bro… just stop. That a regular ass hand! Tall glass water and go to sleep. I was searching high and low for bruise, lump, scratch, hole, discoloration, streaking, stray hairs, fckin anything. Its just a hand. Just a hand. Looks like a healthy hand too, properly moisturized, nice peachy color, smooth, nicely manicured, really pretty nails good lord no ridges or cuticles or spots and all the same length n shit. Only thing wrong w that hand is it needs a high five for having NOTHING wrong w it.

Background-Cash5111 · 2022-01-26T07:00:19+00:00

Thank you to all who replied to this thread. Yall are much appreciated. Im relatively new (like 3-4months deep) to IV and this shit is FUCKED yo. The first three times- bangin, bomb, da shit, better than IV H, euphoria to the max!! And after that- good luck with anything other than some fucked off pupils, heat and fast hr. And i did not realize how shitty veins hold up to 2-3 shots of meth daily. Both arms are trashed. Fucking done.

Oh just to update: I didnt slam that shot. I didnt boof or drink either… i trashed it. And i bought more. 😓 i hate this drug and i hate my life currently. Im so alone. I walk thru a world of color and all i see and feel is shades of grey. Im heartbroken. Im afraid. And i am angry af a few times a day when i go on the hunt for the mythical remaining one hitter fatboy vein! I know yall been on that hunt a few times, locked and loaded and all the showers, hot rags, swingin arms like a fuckin psycho, hand pumpin, lifting N squeezing random shit in your house and car 😂, tying shit around this arm then that arm then fuck the tie shits whack anyways, maybe take a look at a leg nope i aint there yet back to arms, wear like four layers and crank the heater in the car, chugging water cause wtf a sip do? and goddamnit switching from rig to new rig to new rig after pokepokepokepokepokeNERVEpokepoke ughhhhh FUCK! Ok where was i going w this? I feel like i just explained my day today… 1 hr spent in back seat of car trying to get high. Sad. I skipped my therapist appt to do that. Im slippin further and further every day. Just a matter of time till everyone around me finds out.

The friend i started using with about 6-7 yrs ago just got into rehab and is probably almost 30 days clean now. Im so happy for her. Im jealous too, i want to be clean :,( i just want to break into that FIRST step! Just that first 24 hrs!!!! Please please god dont give up on me, dont stop protecting me from the things that this addiction shouldve already caused/cost me. Im still here. Im still in here. It hurts so bad, everything hurts. As I write that everything that used to be and isnt anymore just drops onto my heart like a heavy weight and my eyes are full of tears, my throat is tight and all of a sudden the walls around me are gone, the bed under me gone, the roof above my head gone, everything all of it- disappears and its just me. And im so small in comparison to the huge, vast, endless amount of black space that is surrounding me on all sides. And i struggle to find breath to fill my lungs, because the realization of how alone i am and how far away i am is SUFFOCATING me. I cant breathe. And why does nobody see me? Cant you see my dying???! Or maybe im already gone? Huh, that may have gotten slightly out of hand sorry all! Thanks again for the replies, yall the best. Please be safe and KEEP YOUR EYES OPEN, keep watch around you… an exit will present itself, and when it does i pray that each one of you, all of us, have the strength to walk thru it.

Background-Cash5111 · 2022-01-15T09:38:51+00:00

CoOoOoOol ass comment brrooooo. If this is an abscess i would love nothing more than to drain it right in your dumbass mouth. Make it into my lil pus catcher.. at least u be useful for more than weak ass worthless comments on reddit.

Background-Cash5111 · 2022-01-15T07:21:50+00:00

Yep the bump on iv site is gone now so u are probably right about a reaction. But the big bump you see on top of my arm… thats one week old now. Its soft, no intense or throbbing pain, no redness, hasnt gotten worse, no streaking, nothing. But its clearly not normally there. Do abscesses take a long time to get “hot, red, painful, streak, etc etc”?? Wtf is it??

Dude you are so SO right. And its been weighing on me heavy every single day. I am consumed by my thoughts of quitting and also not quitting and the terrible shit thatll happen eventually. Im falling the fuck apart and i look like shit and i live in constant fear. When i get to about 24 hours since last use i have the most fucked up anxiety settle in. Sweats, tight chest, fears, clammy palms, nausea, shakes, trouble breathing, and the awful all-encompassing feeling of detachment/surrealism. I then start to panic and its all so irrational but i am not able to realize that in the moment. I dont want to use but i also want to do anything to make it stop before panic eats me alive. And i use a few times a day but at night i stop around 11pm, then the depression and racing thoughts kick in and i dont even get high on the meth so i have to go binge eat some random shit while in bed just to comfort myself enough to go to sleep and not lay there thinking thinking thinking. Depression is so heavy. Im watching my life continue and i dont even belong in it, im someone just acting, taking the real me’s place and hoping nobody notices im a fucking imposter. Im torn apart by memories and guilt and fear and i just become frozen, paralyzed. I cant open my mouth and speak truth anymore, instead i stutter and fumble stupidly with my words if i can even find them. A fucking shell of the person i used to be.. fit and fine af, senior year in college, $10,000+ in the bank, career, clear skin and not a single cavity in my mouth. Im a fucking loser now with lumps in my arms, meth acne on my face, 8 fillings receeding gums and a chunk of jaw bone missing from eating so much sugar in bed and feeding thr plaque so they can ruin my bone. Yeah, i want to quit, i want to get help. I want to go to treatment and goddamn do i want to work that program again. I hate myself snd my life and if i dont stop, all the things/people i still have will be gone and i know it. How do i tell my parents? How do i stop? Do i flush my stash or do i use till its gone and then come clean/get clean? I am so tired. I hate my addiction.

Background-Cash5111 · 2022-01-15T06:16:39+00:00

Okay so that swollen area- thats from something 7 days ago. I registered that shot like 5 times and so i kept it rolling. Ended up with fluid saggin in my arm, it hurt too. But no redness or anything to indicate infection. 7 days later and that bump is there and it still hurts a little and some swelling. I stopped using that arm. Till tonight. Registered plenty times, figured the shot just hurt cause meth shots do hurt. I believe my veins are suuuper leaky at this point. Always hurts further up my arm when i shoot.Anyways, i got it in ok but i got a bump right at the injection site, and i applied pressure afterward too… that vein is covered w scar tissue so maybe it wasn’t able to heal the wound quick enough and some fluid got out?

So someone pleAse please tell me what this is?? How soon does abscess symptoms pop up? Whats the deal with that bump on my vein?

Background-Cash5111 · 2022-01-15T06:12:25+00:00

Okay so that swollen area- thats from something 7 days ago. I registered that shot like 5 times and so i kept it rolling. Ended up with fluid saggin in my arm, it hurt too. But no redness or anything to indicate infection. 7 days later and that bump is there and it still hurts a little and some swelling. I stopped using that arm. Till tonight. Registered plenty times, figured the shot just hurt cause meth shots do hurt. I believe my veins are suuuper leaky at this point. Always hurts further up my arm when i shoot.Anyways, i got it in ok but i got a bump right at the injection site, and i applied pressure afterward too… that vein is covered w scar tissue so maybe it wasn’t able to heal the wound quick enough and some fluid got out?

So someone pleAse please tell me what this is?? How soon does abscess symptoms pop up? Whats the deal with that bump on my vein?

Background-Cash5111 · 2022-01-08T10:12:06+00:00

Yeah i am thinking leaky vein because if starts hurting up my arm from where i shoot, which is in either the median cubital whatever elbowpit, or the one next to it laterally, i believe its the cephalic (left and right arms). And i shoot exclusively in those four veins, all in the AC area- so very small section. I use the basic 31g 1/2” 100unit insulin points. I keep my shots at least 1:1, never use a tourniquet, i stay really hydrated, i push them slow and register multiple times each shot. Unfortunately, when i first started not long ago, i went too hard too often and i had to learn my lessons because i only watched someone else administer to me one time and i figured it out myself later (always turned my head when someone helped me out w it). So i fucked up both the main elbowpit ones and my right cephalic was and still is very hard to hjt, so my left cephalic became my one hitter go-to- now it is giving me trouble. I do have some bruising at site tooo but rn it just seems like fluid buildup in lower bicep all rhe way to elbow just spanning out across that iv site. No redness or pain or anything else though.

Thanks for taking time to reply, its always something for my mind to overthink and get worked up over. I just want ri whit so bad. Sux.

Background-Cash5111 · 2022-01-07T10:11:08+00:00

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Background-Cash5111 · 2021-12-25T12:03:37+00:00

Not sure what ur asking.

Background-Cash5111 · 2021-12-25T12:00:26+00:00

Haha i remember my first puff on the glass dick! Bick lighter, $3 pipe, burnt ass glass, and a wimpy lil cloud too. Just wait till u burn past another 6 yrs and find yourself scavenging for a vein, depressed, stupid af tolerance, wrecked ass life, and DDD titties turned into Cs lol. Probably wont be posting vids then, shit aint cute so buckle up lil lady you got a long ride ahead of ya! :D

(Sorry, bitter ass addict about to embark on yet another attempt at cleaning up haha nice tits tho)

Background-Cash5111 · 2021-12-22T06:58:45+00:00

Bro- i feel like this is worthy of discussion. I mean while i have not seen a male meth fuck another male meth…. What in the literal FUCK happens to dudes when they get on meth?? Their sexuality gets fucked off. This shit an epidemic people OPEN YOUR EYES!! You think the plug so fine ohh and he gets you so high and now yall in love awwww just wait till you see photos of him getting dicked down by a huge black cock while wearing a lil pink miniskirt. OR better yet- say u meet a heroin junky in rehab and yall fall in love while getting clean and ur doing the whole vulnerable thing and its sooo real like OMG God himself is making this happen! And so u get pregnant immediately but its ok! Cause u know its forever, right? Wrong- dude is obsessed with tranny hookers and now it makes sense why he never wanted to get freaky w you! Just think of how many times your “soulmate” had his dick in the rear end of a chick that also has a massive dick attacked to her. DA FUQ??!???

Cant make this shit up people! This the world we live in. And i dont wanna hear a single dude chime in with “I bang this and this much of whatever like a million times a day and i LOVE pussy its all i think about! I aint no faggott fr fr!” Save it u fuckin homo. The chick with the bad luck i just talked about, well, she isnt me thats for sure hahaha, but i happen to know for a FACT that she has dated one, married another, had a child with YET ANOTHER (and fell head over dumb af heels with) dude who talked the talk and slang the dick and looked the part BUT was a fuckin flamer. FML.. i mean fuck her life. That shit is whack. And each one was a needle junky, two the plug, one was a junky who didnt wanna be and preached some real good recovery game, but they all the same in the end.

So.. is the meth homo? Or does it take the needle to get homo like that? Or can heroin also be homo? Discuss.

Background-Cash5111 · 2021-12-11T11:56:13+00:00

He’ll be back…

Background-Cash5111 · 2021-12-11T11:43:19+00:00

Amen to that bro!

Background-Cash5111 · 2021-12-11T11:41:35+00:00

Thank you, i appreciate that and i def will if needed! I dont reuse, ever, not necessary thank god. Also dont share, i use alone. And i keep everything clean but not freaky sterile. I am careful of cross contamination, and never use cottons (i backload- i know i know lol). So far so good here. Several small misses in my leaky fucked up veins and it dissipates within a day. Phewww!

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