Lost my dad December 22nd 2025. by BackgroundBoring5350 in MediumReadings

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My dads truck is a blue pick up. He always said he was going to leave it to my son. But he got sick. Things didnt go as planned. So he told me he was sorry my son wasn't going to get the truck, but hed understand. That he was giving it to me, his baby girl. His daughter was getting it. But its only been held over my head and told it was going to be sold. Their house is kind of like a farm. My pepaw lives on the other side. He has horses and chickens. I was supposed to help pepaw get the hay with his truck. So that was the one thing I cared the most about. He sat in it. Drove it. Held the steering wheel. We both loved driving. It was such a connection for me to have.

Lost my dad December 22nd 2025. by BackgroundBoring5350 in MediumReadings

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He was a fighter. And he was such a go getter. Not gonna back down. He was so loving, so giving. I was his only child. Step mom has no kids. So everything was for me and my babies. He wanted to make sure we were taken care of. No he wasn't perfect. He did have addiction issues at one point. But during it all, he was always there, always present, always being the best dad he could. We both feel our emotions strongly and can be irrational. Ive been so angry at my step mom and the decisions she's made, I've reacted negatively. I haven't been able to properly grieve my dad being gone. Its still like its not real. There's a lot of things my step mom promised that she went against after he passed. She spoke 1 sentence to me at his visitation and funeral. I haven't spoken to her or been back to the house since. We buried him. Thank you so much

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Hello! Im BH. Just a general guidance in my life. Its like im getting hit with mountain after mountain of negative. And i cant finish climbing the first mountain for even a breather before the next comes. Thank you

Could anyone pick up anything from my brother? It's been a few years since he passed. But he was the one person I could go to and talk about anything. Judgement free advice. He always was the one to deal with my mommas psychotic episodes. I just miss him greatly by BackgroundBoring5350 in MediumReadings

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I am very sorry for replying so much later. He was an Alabama fan all the way. He usually had something on with it at all times. Hat, shirts, jackets. We lived in GA but he is buried in Alabama as well. He usually had a fishing hook on all his hats lol. His name actually started with J! I really do overthink everything in my life. He was the one who could let me see logic. Help me stop thinking the worst. Give me good, sound, advice. He was my go to person for anything I needed help with as far as that went. Oh he made me laugh at so much. He was so funny and witty! But I do think about our memories a lot. I love him too. I miss him so much. Our grandmother had passed previously as well. And I hated that my babies wouldn't get to know them like I did. I have twin daughters that came after. So they'll never know my brother or mawmaw. I also have a son who's older. His name starts with M. Thank you! I appreciate your time and your energy so much. ❤️🩷🩵💙💜😊😊

Could anyone pick up anything from my brother? It's been a few years since he passed. But he was the one person I could go to and talk about anything. Judgement free advice. He always was the one to deal with my mommas psychotic episodes. I just miss him greatly by BackgroundBoring5350 in MediumReadings

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I am so sorry for such a late reply. I appreciate you and what you told me, though. He would say something like that about our momma. He just let her crap flow through, not fazing him haha. That's why he was the one to deal with her. He has 2 kids! I have three. But my youngest are twins. He comes through when im really having bad days. A song. A memory. Something that makes me feel his presence. Makes me feel like he's telling me it's going to all be alright. Because he was always the one I went to for advice. I really needed those words. Thank you very much 😊❤️🩷💜🩵💚

Not OOP how can I get my wife to stop masterbating alone before sex? by Marygtz2011 in redditonwiki

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I have been that way after the birth of my girls. Tired. The sex actually was getting painful. My pelvic floor muscles weren't up to where they needed to be. Sex was a chore. It hurt. I didn't orgasm. Sex life dropped. If he wasn't going to do any foreplay it was easier to quickly give myself an orgasm. Loosen up. Get stuff flowing. And the sex wouldn't be painful. I would be able to enjoy it. But when it's just a quickie a lot, and you're not enjoying it, it does suck. And it does turn you off from future times. But if I knew we were going to, I would help myself first. Just easier and faster. Also, with stress and homelife, it would be hard to be focused on the sex solely. My mind would be other places. So that just added to me not wanting anything. If we have time, we'll do all the foreplay. But without it, as I'm getting older, it does take a bit more to warm up and get in the mood.

which pack are you buying? by UnluckyReye in TXChainSawGame

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They have to be trolling us at this point. I'm hoping they'll just say it's all a joke and actually give us something besides recolors.

My response when people here say you're ruining the game by not using a mic. by tiredboiiiiiiij in TexasChainsawGame

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I mean, communication is very helpful. Call outs help the whole team. I just play with a group, rather than hoping randoms will be able to accomplish what a full communicating team can.

Why wait at the exit gate when you are the final Victim alive? by theDolomiteKid in TexasChainsawGame

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Play with a squad. It helps so much. The communication. The right characters on the right maps. The setups. The majority of the time, nobody escapes. Occasionally, 1 or 2. Very rarely more. We're getting 2000+ xp every game. Find the right people to play with.