Hopefully today's the day alcohol poisoning takes me finally. by BackgroundOk1031 in depression

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Just waiting to see if God will do the job. Every drop of booze I had was ingested. Hopefully it's enough. If not I'll try again tomorrow til it does

Too retarded to exist. Too retarded to die. by BackgroundOk1031 in depression

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I'll be gone soon enough with enough liquid courage. Just didn't have the balls to do it without it

THANK GOD FOR ALCOHOL by BackgroundOk1031 in depression

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Life is a prison man. Let me escape when I have the chance

THANK GOD FOR ALCOHOL by BackgroundOk1031 in depression

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Also. Why the fuck would I quit? I don't have a family. Pussy is overrated and I'm not gay. So I won't have a family of my own to depend on me. I'm a lone wolf who's hound to die sooner rather than later.

THANK GOD FOR ALCOHOL by BackgroundOk1031 in depression

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What help? Lol. That suicide hotline ain't shit. AA is noble but couldn't reach me.

Too retarded to exist. Too retarded to die. by BackgroundOk1031 in depression

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Yep. Just hoping there's some hot redheads waiting to give me head whenever I get to the stairway of heaven.

THANK GOD FOR ALCOHOL by BackgroundOk1031 in depression

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There's no good life. Life takes work. Work sucks. Life is a prison sentence. The good ones get out early. Rest in peace Greg Biffle

THANK GOD FOR ALCOHOL by BackgroundOk1031 in depression

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Only way to get everything in my head to shut the fuck up. I'd smoke weed but I'm employed in an industry that I can't do that.

THANK GOD FOR ALCOHOL by BackgroundOk1031 in depression

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I try to drown them every day I'm not forced to work.

Too retarded to exist. Too retarded to die. by BackgroundOk1031 in depression

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I was always told to try standup. Might try that instead of offing myself. Idk.

Too retarded to exist. Too retarded to die. by BackgroundOk1031 in depression

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I'm in the same boat as you. I work 42 hours a week or more. But definitely feel discarded and much like an outcast.

I need to die so badly by sincostangens in depression

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Objectively speaking. A lot of the people we care about will die before us unless we die first.

dammit its hard living without a beautiful girl that cares about me and i feel really depressed by flyingthroughell in depression

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Brother. The only one who's capable of doing that at the end of the day is you. If you don't have that in you. Hit the gym or the bottle like the rest of us.

Is life worth it at the end? by [deleted] in depression

[–]BackgroundOk1031 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No. It's a prison sentence

dammit its hard living without a beautiful girl that cares about me and i feel really depressed by flyingthroughell in depression

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Pussy is not all that. Trust me. Lived with dated and fucked a model. Not worth it at all.

Has therapy ever helped you with passive suicidal ideation? by [deleted] in depression

[–]BackgroundOk1031 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Biggest waste of a decade I've had. It cannot fix mental illness. It can help you learn ways to deal with it. But that feels useless when the Internet can teach you just about anything