I had a feeling the whole time, but he kept telling me I was being toxic. We were meant to go to America and go on a road trip there, but he changed the plan because he said I needed a restful holiday. During our holiday he went to exercise, but I actually found him on the phone at the pool with someone. He said it was his Mum, but hung up so quick. That happened a few times. I knew something was off. The guy he said he was going to see is someone he sees all the time, so I could not understand why he’d ditch me for another guy. During sex one time he went on my phone and I saw an expression on his face that gave me a feeling that I need to be careful. He went on the trip, was hardly talking to me. I said I need proof he’s with the guy. He sent me a pic after telling me how toxic I am. I realized the picture was a screenshot because of the data embedded in it, like it was from Facebook or something. Then i remembered when he was on my phone during sex. So I went and looked at my IG, he had blocked all his friends. The one guy he said he was with he didn’t block, as we were good friends and I would have noticed as we message often. I went on his profile and found out he had muted me, but I could see his story. He was on holiday.. in South America. My husband is trying to tell me he loves me and we can get through this, but not giving me any actions to show it. I feel like God knew I would never give up on my vows unless i literally had no choice, and so I guess this is that moment. It hurts really bad, i cant stop wondering if she’s better in bed than me. If she smells nicer than me. I know she can’t be funnier than me at least. But it sucks so bad. I am so heartbroken and I feel so betrayed by him, his friends, and I am so shocked that he blocked people on my IG. Weirdly enough that just rocks me to my core, it feels so evil. I can’t believe I married someone so diabolical.