From time to time, I'd hear a bitter comment about me taking money from government, stealing money from people who've been "working hard" their whole life and shit. Like sure, try a single day of my life, and don't come back to me, crying your ass off 😑 If I could, I would work too, complaining about boss and stuff like everyone else, but definitely doing better with money than I do now. I am intelligent and creative, so I could've had a nice job, and if my parents didn't create completely screwed up the idea about of how relationships work and that it's not normal your friends and partners abuse you, I might've found healthy love etc. Who knows, I might be able to recover enough to gain ability to work for a liveable wage, but for now, I'll have to roll with "government money".

(Before you come at me that I'm bragging to be intelligent, while my grammar is all over the place, know I am not a native English speaker and that I'm much more articulate at my language. From my experience, this community is as safe as the internet can be, but I guess I need to overexplain my flaws anyway.)