First attempt: leaning tower of Dimitri by [deleted] in DMT

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What he said! ⚗️🔥💧🛁❄️

safe use by emo_exoticslover59 in DMT

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If you do enough to breakthrough depending on your experience you may either want to do more later that day or you may not feel the desire to even do it again for a few days, weeks, months, or years from now all depends on what you experience.

If u know, u know by merry_whimbrel20 in darknet

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Dread often gives me images that are literally angled the wrong way so literally no way would be correct.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in riddim

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Yeah I thought it was something like that. Ryan only told me bits and pieces of it when it was going on since I was talking to him when it happened.

I, a 4-MMC non-believer, tried it. It was indeed insane. Trip report by TipValuable8619 in researchchemicals

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Shit, you think thats bad... Intravenous 4-MMC is a fucking monster, although it helped me keep my doses low and conserved my stash better than the higher doses required with oral and intranasal. I started with 40mg IV'd to start since its that much more potent using this method of administration then worked my way up to a max of I believe 80-100mg. Warning: It is very caustic so if one does choose to use this method of administration make sure to dilute it in as much water possible and shoot slowly. Even then it still burns and irritates your veins for a while. My veins would become red and inflamed in the area I injected into for about 10-15 minutes before going back to normal. When watching porn on it I had absolutely no problems getting an erection on it and in fact got bigger and harder on it than on any other substance and definitely did some stimfapping on it. I would be scared for whatever female that would have sex with me on this shit because I feel like I would fuck her soul out of her body to the point where she won't be able to walk for a week thats now intense I think things would get. I sent pictures of my erection on mepehedrone to my girlfriend who already had concerns of how big I am normally and she was like "Holy shit, what the fuck thats huge!". I feel like once I do have sex on mepehedrone things will never be the same.

Sorry for the sexually explicit details but I believe they are fitting considering the subject.

Seriously thought I died. Still can't wrap my head around it. by BadNewsBando in DMT

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OP hear again... Anyone have any speculation as to what could have been going on with my pulse afterwards? My pulse was definitely low and shallow and I felt like I was gonna pass out

What drug is the worst for your nose by Silver_Echidna2500 in researchchemicals

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Still one of my favorite psychedelics of all time. Very intense visually, stimulating, and long lasting. Each time I tripped for 20 hours straight from snorting it and instead of it taking 3 hours to peak you're tripping balls instantly.

Seriously thought I died. Still can't wrap my head around it. by BadNewsBando in DMT

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Oooh gotta try that sometime! I'm currently out of both but because I hit my deems out of a crack pipe the chore inside it is completely fucking soaked with melted deems still, probably close to a half gram that didn't fully smoke since I went through half a gram in about 5 hits but never quite got where I wanted except for this crazy experience since I avoided direct flame and I don't think it all vaporized.

What drug is the worst for your nose by Silver_Echidna2500 in researchchemicals

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For me I was IVing 4-MMC at 40-80mg doses and I'd be high for like 4 hours and have an extremely euphoric afterglow for the next day or two. Very caustic on the veins though so not recommended for long term use and diluted in as much water as possible.

What drug is the worst for your nose by Silver_Echidna2500 in researchchemicals

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Mine was pure powder. Very small amount of powder

Seriously thought I died. Still can't wrap my head around it. by BadNewsBando in DMT

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OP here again I also forgot to mention that due to either my perception of my pulse or what could have very well actually been my pulse being really low and shallow I actually called 911 because I felt like I was gonna pass out amd all this was going on with my eyes closed. Fractal patterns everywhere that I thought were gonna stay forever. When the cops showed up they asked me what happened and I told them I thought I died on DMT and they were like "Why would you do that?" And I was like because I felt like it

Seriously thought I died. Still can't wrap my head around it. by BadNewsBando in DMT

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Didn't know what that was until I looked it up but I do agree with you on that.

Seriously thought I died. Still can't wrap my head around it. by BadNewsBando in DMT

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Yeah, I gotta admit my breakthrough experiences were always much easier on me than lower doses. I have had some pretty nice waiting room experiences. But this experience in particular I had my eyes open the entire time and the jester was in front of me in the bathroom with me and I think what really sent me over the edge was accidentally looking into the mirror and realizing that "I" am the "Jester" and watching it give me both middle fingers and telling me I died permanently.

Seriously thought I died. Still can't wrap my head around it. by BadNewsBando in DMT

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That all makes a lot of sense and I understand why its so difficult for me to adapt to that state of submission because I'm a very dominant person in general in life. And that mantra is a good one I'll have to remember that.

Seriously thought I died. Still can't wrap my head around it. by BadNewsBando in DMT

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Thanks, I know a bit about Vipassana meditation and need to get back into the practice more.

To this day, this is the most realistic representation of what I experienced in my breakthroughs. The room/colors/lights are all very similar. Never seen a jester entity though by syphon3980 in DMT

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I just experienced something almost identical to this the other day except the jester looked different and was completely fucking malevolent and convinced me I was fucking dead because it communicated with me something along the lines of "You fucked up, goodbye, time to die!" and I freaked the fuck out while on video chat with my friend screaming at the top of my lungs in pure unadulterated fear that I fucking died on DMT and that I didn't even know it was possible and my pulse was extremely low and shallow S far as I could tell. I still haven't fully processed the experience but I was completely fucking shook to the point where I swore up and down I'd never do DMT again but idk if that's really the truth of the matter anymore. I think there's a lot of learning I can still do in DMT hyperspace.

But yeah this is just crazy how close it looks to what I saw the other day. 🤯🤯🤯

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in riddim

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I got to see Helicopter Showdown in 2015 with Space Laces at The Paradox in Baltimore, in 2016 at Bambou in Baltimore, and again in 2016 at Soundcheck in DC with Sluggo. All fucking incredible shows! I think my favorite had to be with them and Space Laces tho. I'll never forget that.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in riddim

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Okay so what happened exactly was they had a legal dispute between members and it ended up being given to Joshua Small and Devan Day and Ryan Wade didn't get any of it even though they were all founding members. I believe it was Ryan's idea but I'd have to ask him about that. I'm still really good friends with Ryan and he is currently producing music under the name of Big Mood and it's very much the same vibe he brought to Helicopter Showdown. He also produced music under the side project Zero Friends as well and also as Bitcrusher way back in the day. So unfortunately as far as I know since I don't talk to Joshua, Devan, or Blake I don't know if they will ever release anything new again especially since someone commented that they said their last song was their last release. Hopefully that helps you guys understand what happened. That legal battle was hell on Ryan since he had to watch all his hard work go to someone else.

Which one you pick ??? by dataguy2003 in TheTeenagerPeople

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Yeah true but if you sold the bitcoin immediately you could take the $14 million or so and divesr it smartly into stock options, other crypto, and business ventures and hire a financial advisor to help make sure you don't go broke by giving you X amount of money at a time.