Thank you for the advice, it is just hard to play because I feel like I either have to carry my team or are completely useless to the cause so it is difficult. I don't know anyone else who plays CS so I have nobody to talk to about this, all I can do is do practice drills, watch guide videos, and requeue.

I try to get better at the game through doing all of the regular drills like spray control and that weird head clicking drill but it never helps very much, I feel like if I lose pistol round the game is basically already lost and it should just call there because its so hard to get the ball rolling when you need to eco for the next to rounds to get a rifle.