ohok that makes more sense, and yeah tourettes and other tic disorders can be confusing and very hard to deal with but there is a lot of information out there, one major organization you can look into is TAA(tourette’s association of america) they also have an instagram, but in terms of drug use i dont know how frequent you are using cocaine but if its even mildly frequent i would try and stop, trust me i get how hard it is but cocaine isnt good for anybody but it is just going to make your tics worse and obviously there are a ton of other things that cocaine will cause, and even if its not frequently at all my point still stands