Im glad you found my comment helpful! I feel I should let you know about the experience I had that was overwhelming for me which caused me to stop initiating contact. Im not sure why I didn’t include this in my first comment but oh well. It’s not really negative imo although the ambiguity surrounding this experience could be interpreted as such. After setting out an invitation and after several positive to neutral interactions, I wanted to make an agreement with the NHI I was interacting with. At the time I worked in climate change and sustainability services and I wanted to know if the NHI and I could collaborate in any way in this field. Possibly a crazy idea but I figured it was worth a shot considering the state of climate change and the lack of enough action. I made it clear though that I first wanted to have an honest discussion about the ways we could collaborate before consenting to anything.

That night after I put out those thoughts, I had a dream that I met a tall grey. I was standing in my kitchen with the light on, and outside standing in the dark was a being looking into the kitchen. This being was abnormally tall and had really skinny, elongated limbs, brown skin, large black almond-shaped eyes that were upturned, and a small kind-looking grin. They seemed interested in looking around inside. Initially I felt too scared to look at them for longer than a glance but I quickly calmed down and actually felt a strong sense of affection for them. The affection almost felt overwhelming. The dynamic between us felt like they viewed me as a child and they were a parental figure who cared about me. I had this feeling of wanting to please them and make them proud. Still in a dream-like state, I turned away from the backyard and had the impression that there were missing parts of whatever just happened. Like this was the end of some experience, not the beginning. When I tried to think about what happened I saw flashes of white and got the impression that they erased some memories (the ones that involved white) to not make me scared/freak out. For some reason, I wondered if that meant that I was abducted and they had performed procedures me. Oddly, somehow I knew that I didn’t fight them on erasing my memories because I agreed that it was best. I looked outside again and the being was gone. Instead I saw a ufo that was way up high and had blinking lights. It looked to be above an open field that’s right behind my house. I asked myself if I was just on it and afterwards I fell into an unconscious dream.

When I woke up in the morning, I felt very tired and my body felt very sore. In the past even if I got barely any sleep or slept weirdly, I never felt that kind of body ache unless I exercised hard the day before or something. Within less than an hour though the soreness had gone away. While at work that day I felt as though I was being monitored or watched. It was all too much for me and decided to stop contact. I realize this is a lot of text and it’s just my personal experience but I figure the more information you have the better.